in the wilderness (of your heart)

           Yahweh writes, "Because of your great compassion you did not abandon them in the wilderness.. By day the pillar of cloud did not fail to guide them on their path, nor the pillar of fire by night to shine all the way they were to take." (Nehemiah 9:19) Live in abandon, and be spontanious, going with God's plan. The prophet Nehemiah also writes, in response to seeing evil people, and their punishment (or good people, and their joy), "When I heard these things, I sat down and wept. For I mourned and fasted and prayed before the God of heaven." (Nehemiah 1:4) People were in exile in the wilderness, so the good people prayed for guidance. The gates of Jerusalem were burned with fire. This MIGHT be a metaphor for deep passion and love. He wept tears of joy that he survived, and prayed to the Lord.
        In Titus, Jesus writes, "Remind the people....to be obedient, to be ready to do whatever is good, to slander no one, to be peaceable and compassionate and always to be gentle towards everyone." (Titus 3-1-2) God wants us to live in harmony with His will, even when we are in the wilderness, feeling like He is far away. He writes, "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you Hope and a future.Then  you will call on me and come pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you, declares the Lord, and bring you back from captivity" (Jeremiah 29:11-14a)  When you're in the wilderness - physically, surrounded by tigers and eagles and bears - or emotionally, sad and empty and not feeling God's pressence - call on the Lord, and He will find you. You will be rescued.
     Psychiatric drugs can't help you - they are just poisons. The "side effects" are the only effects. Pray instead, and meditate on love and peace, Focus on how the ground feels on your back or on your butt. Focus on all the sounds you hear. Remember, no one is lost in the wilderness forever. when i go on walks with my family, we teleport to the wilderness. It's scary sometimes, but it's God's creation, and it's not just for animals. We marvel at it, meditating as we walk and run and fly, in  great awe and respect of God's creation. The trees are surrounded by the Holy Spirit. Remember: the wilderness is safe: God will never let you be harmed. He loves you. Love others the way God loves you, and try to hate sin as much as God hates sin. You CAN be a saint. You CAN be an archangel. Just pray. It isn't blasphemy. I started out as an archangel, and then I became a cherub-archangel-faerie-elf. When the rain pours, I go outside and dance around. We are surrounded by the wilderness. The wilderness in your heart is a deep love for all of God's creation. You are not sick. You are psychic and attacked by demons (God wants you to preach to them and help them love God) and filled with great joy - feelings that may feel too overwhelming to deal with. Feel them anyways. You will be transformed. You're an empath - everyone is - you are feeling other peoples' emotions and pains and sadness that there is evil still in the world. Accept yourself the way you are. You may feel like you are in a desert, or in the amazon lost and surronded by beasts. Tigers are sacred. Talk to the animals. Preach to them and ask them not to attack you.
      It's okay to be in the wilderness of your soul...your heart. Hearts are conscious. You never have to die. Just let the feelings float through you. Journal your feelings. Sing heavenly songs. Let the music move your spirit.
       It's okay to be in heaven's wilderness. Only christian animals are allowed in. YES - animals can become christian. God reads the Bible to them. When they're ready, God turns them into baby people without reincarnation. Reincarnation is impossible, because it isn't good (you'd forget yourself). God says, "With God all things are possible." Bad things aren't with God (like death and reincarnation and demonic attack). Enjoy the wilderness for a while. Later, God will lead you home.

Thanks for reading,
Rebecca xoxoxoxo <3 :)