Yahweh writes, "I revealed myself to those who did not ask for me; i was found by those who did not seek me. To a nation that did not call on my name, I said, 'Here i am, here am I.'" (Isaiah 65:1). God reveals Himself to people who have no Bible. On alien planets, they only have the Old Testament and false religions. Jesus only came to Earth, but He saved the people on all planets. We are all made in His image, so people pray, "God, who are you? There must be a God, how else do I exist? A womb itself isn't enough to make me." And then Jesus reveals Himself to those people - people in indigenous tribes and people on different planets. God gives His grace to all beings, and He forgives. What does grace mean? It is free favor from God - it is being chosen and called to eternal life filled with love and blessings.
In Galations, Jesus writes, "I am astonished that you are so quickly deserting the one who called you to live in the grace of Christ and are turning to a different gospel - which is really no gospel at all." (Galations1:6-7a) People constantly reject Jesus and choose false religions. They worship idols - devils - fictional, and real demonic beings that hate God and possessed people and wrote to lead people astray from Yahweh, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.
God also wrote in Galations, "...the gospel I preached is not of human origin [the prophets are archangels]. I did not receive it from any man, nor was I taught it; rather, I received it by revelation from Jesus Christ." (Galations 1:11-12). God wrote, "I went in response to a revelation." (Galations 2:2) Revelation, realizations, enlightenment: it all means the same thing, and all of it is christian.
God wrote, "Because you are His sons, God sent the Spirit of His Son into our hearts, the Spirit who cries out 'Abba, Father.' So you are no longer a slave, but God's child." (Galations 4:6-7a) He also writes, "You, my brothers and sisters, were called to be free." (Galations 5:13) God made girls - all are welcome in Heaven. The only requirement is to be Christian - to believe in (and love) Jesus. Shun evil, and rejoice with God's goodness that He gives to you. Accept it, and grow in faith and belief and strength and goodness and love and peace. Help people stop sinning, God says in Galations, but be careful that you don't fall into temptation and sin. Hate sin as much as God does.
In Mathew, Jesus writes, "But when you pray, go into your room [in some versions, closet], close the door, and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret will reward you." (Mathew 6:6). What does it mean to go into your closet? Close your eyes and meditate on the word closet. Meditate on the word hidden - secret. God doesn't have any secrets: He reveals the Truth. Someone once told me something about praying in closets - it is special, unseen, sparkling, refreshing. It means be yourself in front of God - He accepts you how you are. It means pray with the world in mind - not just for you but for all of God's people. Pray that the blind recieve their sight, and the deaf hear. It means physical blindness, and spiritual blindness and deafness: people unable to sense the Lord. When you're isolated in your secret "closet", you are truly free from doubters and haters. It means shun evil. It means be earnest and genuine. It means don't do it for other people, in pride - do it for God. No shame either. Pray with your heart, and wait patiently for your gifts. Pray secretly, unhindered, with true love. Don't do it for others, or even for yourself. Do it for God.
God also says in Mathew, "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?" (Mathew 6:25) God also writes, "Accept one another, then, just as Christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to God." (Romans 15:7) What does it mean to accept each other? Don't be speciests. I'm not a "humanoid". I'm a cherub-archangel-faerie-elf. I'm autistic. I'm creative. I know that even some Christians might not accept me. They want to kill me, or teleport me to hell. At my earth church, two people tried. I ran away and teleported to a different church and meditated, waiting for rescue.
What is your mountain weight? What are your ocean tears? Oh God, take away my sorrow, and my burdens. Rescue me. Sing, like Hillsong United sang, "Take this mountain weight. Take these ocean tears." Some ocean tears come from love and joy - an offering to the Lord. He is overjoyed when tears of love and joy come with realizations. Cry, shout, sing. Not everyone will accept you at first - but know that God DOES accept you, and loves you, and cherishes you. Meditate on the word cherish. Meditate on the word hope. Let all your fear melt and let a peaceful calm take its place. Ask Jesus to come into your heart and your soul will fly like a dove.
That's all for now. Love,
Rebecca xoxo <3 :)
Wednesday, August 10, 2016
TV and music: a christian interpretation
In the Hills have Eyes, Ruby (the daughter of the monsters) sacrifices herself to help the victims She pushes the monsters off a cliff and goes down with them. She survives.
In Twilight, Jasper is always in pain, and Alice is psychic. Jasper is an empath, They both refuse to drink blood, and Jasper feels all the pain. Vampires aren't real, but some people think they are. In my interpretation, Jasper resists his temptation, like the Lord says to, and refuses to drink blood. He embraces his pain. Alice tries to stop her psychic visions from happening. She shows the Volturi (the vampire government) what would happen if there was a war. She brought peace. The vampires and werewolves were enemies with each other, and Jacob, an angel, brought them together, like Russia and USA in the world wars. They fought Hitler together. Both in the book and real life, peace came. Peace came from Yahweh.
I watched two different versions of Twilight. In one version, it showed me true peace: faeries and archangels loving one another. Bella and Edward lying in a grassy field, telepathically communicating. She lets Edward into her head. I don't remember all of it, but I do remember that the faeries and the angels were protectors. I saw a worse version too: the vampires attacked people and were violent. People who think they are vampires (and aren't christian) are deluded, but they stab people and drink peoples' blood. Faeries often think they are vampires, because some of their teeth look almost like fangs.
In Lord of the Rings, Arwen chooses a mortal life because if Aragorn wasn't alive, she wouldn't want to exist. Aragorn would tell Arwen, "I'm an archangel, silly. I'm immortal too." Aragorn becomes an archangel elf, and so does Arwen. They have true love. When Arwen "chose a mortal life", she would have been possessed by a demon. When I screamed, "I choose a mortal life", i was possessed by demons. I choose to be immortal, because Jesus promises eternal life for all christians, and everyone becomes christian.
When Frodo wants to be Lord of the Rings, he only does it because "Sauron" (the devil) possesses him and forces him to do so. Gollum bites his finger off. Gollum is drawn to evil power, and is addicted to it. Frodo is released, and feels free, and pushes Gollum and the evil ring into the fire of "Mordor". Together, they destroy evil. God will destroy evil.
Yahweh writes, "Be wise in the way you act towards outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. Let your conversation be always filled with grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer to everyone." (Colossians 4:5-6). In LOTR, Samwise take the ring to take the burden off of Frodo, to stop the orcs from finding it. The orcs used to be elves, just like Gollum used to be a hobbit. The hobbits were wise and trusted Aragorn. He was different, and so were they, and they accepted each other. Merry and Pippin wanted a second breakfast, so Aragorn gave them both a peach. The forbidden fruit was destroyed a long time ago, so it wasn't that.
I watched some dance movies. Ballarinas did hip-hop, and street dancers did ballet. In "the Dance Acadamey" (an australian TV show), the dance teacher said, "this is ballet not gymnastics." In true dance, gymnastics is a part of the dance. How is this God's Word? Dance and gymnastics inspires people, and people realize that angels are real and have ethereal wings. Gymnastics helps people become angels and faeries and archangels. In gymnastics, God helps you 99.9%, then 99.0, then 95, until you have it yourself. It takes a long time.
In the movie Chocolate, an autistic girl becomes good at Kung Fu, Kung Fu is a quiet, gentle sport, but Chocolate screams and lets the pain out and helps her family get money for food. Stealing isn't okay, but, I think, in the movie, she finds her real father in her kung fu lessons. Autism is a gift from God.
In LOTR, Boramir tries to steal the ring from Frodo so he can use its power. Frodo runs away because a faerie said that ring bearers were destined to be alone. Aragorn finds Frodo, and Frodo offers the ring to Aragorn. Aragorn closes Frodo's hand around the ring and touches Frodo's hand in prayer. I pray that way all the time: with one hand over a fist. Aragorn refuses to trust evil. Prophets and archangels refuse to touch evil: they know that it is Jesus that will destroy evil forever. It started when He died on the cross. Some people remained evil. It's the second coming now, and God is sending the evil into hell and letting archangels preach to them. Someday, all of earth and all the other inhabitable planets and heaven will be perfectly good. When Frodo leaves on his journey to Mordor. Samwise comes with him. He jumps into the water, even though he can't swim. Frodo saves him. Best friends stick together: no one, not even a "ring bearer", is destined to be alone.
Frodo takes a boat to heaven (this is a metaphor for the highway to heaven), and Samwise follows. Frodo isn't Jesus, though. The ring wears him down, as evil always done. Frodo is constantly hunted by evil beings, and Samwise protects Frodo.
In "More of You" by Colton Dixon, he writes that our lives are meant to be dedicated to God. It doesn't mean we don't have a self; it means he wants God to make him who he's meant to be. "The Proof of Your love" is about an archangel rescuing Peter from jail and Peter running back in to save everyone from the dungeon. In his cell, he took off his deafening headphones and the strap in his mouth (like in the music video), and meditates peacefully knowing our dad would rescue him.
In Beyonce's song, "Pretty hurts" (which was covered by a faerie), it means that trying to be perfect is a disease. It's against anorexia and bulimia and plastic surgery (she says "Its your soul that needs a surgery). It's against hatred of your face. In the faerie version of the song, she sings "Its okay not to be okay" just like Plumb says in "Exhale". The faerie runs on the air and meditates in the silence of the woodlands.
People fast to lose weight. The real reason for fasting is to please God. Yahweh writes through Isaiah, "Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of the injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and provide the poor wanderer with shelter - when you see the naked, to clothe them, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood? Then your light will break forth like dawn, and your healing will quickly appeal; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of the Lord will be your rear guard." (Isaiah 58:6-8) Anorexics fast to lose weight - mystics fast for the glory of God - to meditate and to trust that God will put food in their stomachs - so they can save and give and be free. Don't fast to be pretty. Being underweight isn't pretty; God said to me, "Be strong, not skinny." Strong, the new skinny. Women can be just as muscular as men. If you make an effort to be strong - both physically and spiritually - you will be.
In Twilight, Jasper is always in pain, and Alice is psychic. Jasper is an empath, They both refuse to drink blood, and Jasper feels all the pain. Vampires aren't real, but some people think they are. In my interpretation, Jasper resists his temptation, like the Lord says to, and refuses to drink blood. He embraces his pain. Alice tries to stop her psychic visions from happening. She shows the Volturi (the vampire government) what would happen if there was a war. She brought peace. The vampires and werewolves were enemies with each other, and Jacob, an angel, brought them together, like Russia and USA in the world wars. They fought Hitler together. Both in the book and real life, peace came. Peace came from Yahweh.
I watched two different versions of Twilight. In one version, it showed me true peace: faeries and archangels loving one another. Bella and Edward lying in a grassy field, telepathically communicating. She lets Edward into her head. I don't remember all of it, but I do remember that the faeries and the angels were protectors. I saw a worse version too: the vampires attacked people and were violent. People who think they are vampires (and aren't christian) are deluded, but they stab people and drink peoples' blood. Faeries often think they are vampires, because some of their teeth look almost like fangs.
In Lord of the Rings, Arwen chooses a mortal life because if Aragorn wasn't alive, she wouldn't want to exist. Aragorn would tell Arwen, "I'm an archangel, silly. I'm immortal too." Aragorn becomes an archangel elf, and so does Arwen. They have true love. When Arwen "chose a mortal life", she would have been possessed by a demon. When I screamed, "I choose a mortal life", i was possessed by demons. I choose to be immortal, because Jesus promises eternal life for all christians, and everyone becomes christian.
When Frodo wants to be Lord of the Rings, he only does it because "Sauron" (the devil) possesses him and forces him to do so. Gollum bites his finger off. Gollum is drawn to evil power, and is addicted to it. Frodo is released, and feels free, and pushes Gollum and the evil ring into the fire of "Mordor". Together, they destroy evil. God will destroy evil.
Yahweh writes, "Be wise in the way you act towards outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. Let your conversation be always filled with grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer to everyone." (Colossians 4:5-6). In LOTR, Samwise take the ring to take the burden off of Frodo, to stop the orcs from finding it. The orcs used to be elves, just like Gollum used to be a hobbit. The hobbits were wise and trusted Aragorn. He was different, and so were they, and they accepted each other. Merry and Pippin wanted a second breakfast, so Aragorn gave them both a peach. The forbidden fruit was destroyed a long time ago, so it wasn't that.
I watched some dance movies. Ballarinas did hip-hop, and street dancers did ballet. In "the Dance Acadamey" (an australian TV show), the dance teacher said, "this is ballet not gymnastics." In true dance, gymnastics is a part of the dance. How is this God's Word? Dance and gymnastics inspires people, and people realize that angels are real and have ethereal wings. Gymnastics helps people become angels and faeries and archangels. In gymnastics, God helps you 99.9%, then 99.0, then 95, until you have it yourself. It takes a long time.
In the movie Chocolate, an autistic girl becomes good at Kung Fu, Kung Fu is a quiet, gentle sport, but Chocolate screams and lets the pain out and helps her family get money for food. Stealing isn't okay, but, I think, in the movie, she finds her real father in her kung fu lessons. Autism is a gift from God.
In LOTR, Boramir tries to steal the ring from Frodo so he can use its power. Frodo runs away because a faerie said that ring bearers were destined to be alone. Aragorn finds Frodo, and Frodo offers the ring to Aragorn. Aragorn closes Frodo's hand around the ring and touches Frodo's hand in prayer. I pray that way all the time: with one hand over a fist. Aragorn refuses to trust evil. Prophets and archangels refuse to touch evil: they know that it is Jesus that will destroy evil forever. It started when He died on the cross. Some people remained evil. It's the second coming now, and God is sending the evil into hell and letting archangels preach to them. Someday, all of earth and all the other inhabitable planets and heaven will be perfectly good. When Frodo leaves on his journey to Mordor. Samwise comes with him. He jumps into the water, even though he can't swim. Frodo saves him. Best friends stick together: no one, not even a "ring bearer", is destined to be alone.
Frodo takes a boat to heaven (this is a metaphor for the highway to heaven), and Samwise follows. Frodo isn't Jesus, though. The ring wears him down, as evil always done. Frodo is constantly hunted by evil beings, and Samwise protects Frodo.
In "More of You" by Colton Dixon, he writes that our lives are meant to be dedicated to God. It doesn't mean we don't have a self; it means he wants God to make him who he's meant to be. "The Proof of Your love" is about an archangel rescuing Peter from jail and Peter running back in to save everyone from the dungeon. In his cell, he took off his deafening headphones and the strap in his mouth (like in the music video), and meditates peacefully knowing our dad would rescue him.
In Beyonce's song, "Pretty hurts" (which was covered by a faerie), it means that trying to be perfect is a disease. It's against anorexia and bulimia and plastic surgery (she says "Its your soul that needs a surgery). It's against hatred of your face. In the faerie version of the song, she sings "Its okay not to be okay" just like Plumb says in "Exhale". The faerie runs on the air and meditates in the silence of the woodlands.
People fast to lose weight. The real reason for fasting is to please God. Yahweh writes through Isaiah, "Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of the injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and provide the poor wanderer with shelter - when you see the naked, to clothe them, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood? Then your light will break forth like dawn, and your healing will quickly appeal; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of the Lord will be your rear guard." (Isaiah 58:6-8) Anorexics fast to lose weight - mystics fast for the glory of God - to meditate and to trust that God will put food in their stomachs - so they can save and give and be free. Don't fast to be pretty. Being underweight isn't pretty; God said to me, "Be strong, not skinny." Strong, the new skinny. Women can be just as muscular as men. If you make an effort to be strong - both physically and spiritually - you will be.
Tuesday, August 9, 2016
In the desert
Wonder and wander. I'm a wanderer now, sorrow beholds me. So does true joy. I miss my family. I miss flight. My soulmate was a martyr, but he didn't die. God defeated death on the cross. It says it in-between the lines in the Holy Bible. Jesus promises eternal life, and He said he died to die once for all. He died to sin. That doesn't mean He sinned - it means that He destroyed sin, at least for Christian believers. All you have to do to "get into" heaven is to believe. It isn't like college applications - you don't have to write an essay and take the SATs - you just need to love Jesus with all of your heart and mind and soul and spirit and body and strength. You don't have to lose your body.
What does it mean to believe? Ponder on the question for a moment. A parable in the Holy Bible says that some seeds were scattered on a muddy path - birds came and ate them up. Some fell on rocky places, like being in a desert with only a hallucination of true water. They gave up. Some fell n thorns - they choked the other plants (people), and forced other people to be evil. Some fell on good soil, and produced a crop - good fruit. This parable is explained in Mathew chapter 13:4-9. It talks about faith - weak, medium and strong. This isn't a heirarchy. The devil stops the ones who aren't planted in nutrient rich soil from believing. It also means that some receive the Word with joy, and later lose their faith. They hate angels. That makes no sense to me. The seed falling on thorns means riches and evil desires stop people from believing. The evil that is produced will be destroyed - the seed can be moved to nutrient rich soil, and the people will grow good fruit - compassion, joy, belief, empathy, Truth, selflessness, taking care of the body, soul, and spirit, prayer, friendship, fellowship, worship, Bible reading, singing, reading.
Yahweh writes, "The servants asked Him, 'Do you want us to go pull them up? [the weeds]' 'No,' He answered, 'because pulling the weeds, you may uproot the wheat with them. Let them both grow together until the harvest." (Mathew 13:28b-30a). The good wheat helps the weeds become good wheat. It's the second coming, so God lets the weeds be - they will become good fruit too, or God wouldn't have planted them. He never gives up on anyone He creates.
In Proverbs, it says, "Anxiety weighs down the heart, but a kind word cheers it up. The righteous choose their friends carefully, but the way of the wicked leads them astray." (Proverbs 12:25-26). Demons cause anxiety. Pills can't help. Cannabis and valerian root can help. Truth is important. Jesus is the Word, and He gives us kind words.
In Isaiah, it says, "The desert and the parched land will be glad; the wilderness will rejoice and blossom. Like the crocus, it will burst into bloom. It will rejoice greatly and shout for joy." (Isaiah 35:1-2a). Like a gymnast throwing their hands up in joy, the desert soul will rejoice when God gives them true Water. When wandering around in the desert, seek Water. Avoid the cacti - they are poisonous. Lay down in the sand and stare at the stars of night and talk with God. Rejoice with joy.
The desert is a metaphor for a dry soul thirsting for water; a dry soul thirsting for love and compassion. God says, "The burning sand will become a pool, the thirsty ground bubbling springs." (Isaiah 35:7a). Water is love. Water is joy. Like all people need physical water to survive, people need spiritual water to survive as well. Jesus is the living Water. The samaritan woman in the New Testament goes to the spring to find water, and found Jesus instead. Jesus told her that she would never be thirsty again. True agape love fills the soul.
Feeling empty and numb is like being in the desert, wandering around, and wondering if you will ever find the "water" that you need. When the Jews were escaping the dictator, Moses split the waters with a staff. God acted through Moses. They wandered through a desert. God gave them mana (bread), and water. Some turned against Him and worshiped idols. The rest, like Joshua, went in the city and created a place for Yahweh's people. Yahweh is a Christian God. Some christians think Yahweh became Jesus, but that is delusion. Yahweh is the Father, Jesus is the Son, and then there is the Holy Spirit.
There is a highway that goes from Earth to different planets and heaven. With God, there are no secrets. Archangels drive back and forth from heaven to earth and from earth to heaven.
What is it like to be in the desert of the soul? It means we yearn for God. We yearn for goodness and joy. For me, gymnastics and dance give me true joy. Figure skating calms me down. Elvish heartbreak prepared me for figure skating. My temperature got as low as 1,000 below 0, and it paralyzed me. I walked anyways, stumbling around. Then God healed me, and I rejoiced. In a dream, demons made me pick out my eyes, and I woke up healed. It was just a nightmare - God would never let me pick out my eyes. But I remember what it felt like, holding a piece of my eye in my fingers. It didn't hurt, and I could still see a little bit, so in my soul I knew it was just a dream.
We all need Jesus. Without Him, we are wandering around in the desert stumbling paralyzed with no joy or comfort. Fun isn't evil. It starts out as fun, and then it becomes true joy. Yahweh writes, "And a highway will be there; it will be called the Way of Holiness; it will be there there for those who walk on the Way. The unclean will not journey on it; wicked fools will not go about on it. No lion will be there, nor any ravenous beast; they will not be found there. But only the redeemed will walk there, and those the Lord has rescued will return. They will enter Zion with singing; everlasting joy will crown their heads. Gladness and joy will overtake them, and sorrow and sighing will flee away." (Isaiah 35:8-10) Jesus is the highway. He is the bridge from doubt and sorrow and hatred to belief and joy and love.
When you are empty, filled with numbness and sadness, in the desert of your life, pray to Jesus. Ask Him to come into your heart and rejoice with belief. The desert has a purpose. Suffering produces enlightenment (enlightenment is christian: realizations is a better word for it.). God has a plan. When you're in the sandy desert, dance in the hot sand. Fly, you fool: Gandalf said that in Lord of the rings. He fell, but he didn't die. God changed him, and true light entered his body after fighting evil.
Demons trick you. They curse you and terrify you. I fought evil for five years, and it's finally - almost - over. Pray, "God, please fight evil for me. I'm tired of this. Don't let demons find me." When they do, preach to them. They make the desert a worse place, but Yahweh always leads us to water and wind. In the ocean, we find seashells. We rejoice at the beautiful bright blue water. The water, like the trees, are possessed by the Holy Spirit. That's why I used to think trees and water had consciousness. They don't.
When you're in the desert, pray. Pray and teleport and fly. Sing and read the Bible and ask Jesus to read the Holy Bible to you. Ask God for His number, and text Him. There is a Way out of the desert, like Yahweh said through Isaiah. Remember, all of the Holy Bible is breathed and inspired through God. God possesses the prophets and writes. They aren't dead, and they still write. Many of them started out as archangels, so don't hate archangels: we are good.
In the desert, never give up. There are woodlands not that far away, filled with trees and birds and sacred, christian tigers that protect us from the evil. The meadows aren't far away either. A song says that the woodlands and meadows are fair, but Jesus is fairer and purer, and He makes the sorrowing spirit sing. Sing. Rejoice. Today is the right time.
Thats all for now. Thanks for reading this. Hope it helped you,
Rebecca xoxo <3 :)
What does it mean to believe? Ponder on the question for a moment. A parable in the Holy Bible says that some seeds were scattered on a muddy path - birds came and ate them up. Some fell on rocky places, like being in a desert with only a hallucination of true water. They gave up. Some fell n thorns - they choked the other plants (people), and forced other people to be evil. Some fell on good soil, and produced a crop - good fruit. This parable is explained in Mathew chapter 13:4-9. It talks about faith - weak, medium and strong. This isn't a heirarchy. The devil stops the ones who aren't planted in nutrient rich soil from believing. It also means that some receive the Word with joy, and later lose their faith. They hate angels. That makes no sense to me. The seed falling on thorns means riches and evil desires stop people from believing. The evil that is produced will be destroyed - the seed can be moved to nutrient rich soil, and the people will grow good fruit - compassion, joy, belief, empathy, Truth, selflessness, taking care of the body, soul, and spirit, prayer, friendship, fellowship, worship, Bible reading, singing, reading.
Yahweh writes, "The servants asked Him, 'Do you want us to go pull them up? [the weeds]' 'No,' He answered, 'because pulling the weeds, you may uproot the wheat with them. Let them both grow together until the harvest." (Mathew 13:28b-30a). The good wheat helps the weeds become good wheat. It's the second coming, so God lets the weeds be - they will become good fruit too, or God wouldn't have planted them. He never gives up on anyone He creates.
In Proverbs, it says, "Anxiety weighs down the heart, but a kind word cheers it up. The righteous choose their friends carefully, but the way of the wicked leads them astray." (Proverbs 12:25-26). Demons cause anxiety. Pills can't help. Cannabis and valerian root can help. Truth is important. Jesus is the Word, and He gives us kind words.
In Isaiah, it says, "The desert and the parched land will be glad; the wilderness will rejoice and blossom. Like the crocus, it will burst into bloom. It will rejoice greatly and shout for joy." (Isaiah 35:1-2a). Like a gymnast throwing their hands up in joy, the desert soul will rejoice when God gives them true Water. When wandering around in the desert, seek Water. Avoid the cacti - they are poisonous. Lay down in the sand and stare at the stars of night and talk with God. Rejoice with joy.
The desert is a metaphor for a dry soul thirsting for water; a dry soul thirsting for love and compassion. God says, "The burning sand will become a pool, the thirsty ground bubbling springs." (Isaiah 35:7a). Water is love. Water is joy. Like all people need physical water to survive, people need spiritual water to survive as well. Jesus is the living Water. The samaritan woman in the New Testament goes to the spring to find water, and found Jesus instead. Jesus told her that she would never be thirsty again. True agape love fills the soul.
Feeling empty and numb is like being in the desert, wandering around, and wondering if you will ever find the "water" that you need. When the Jews were escaping the dictator, Moses split the waters with a staff. God acted through Moses. They wandered through a desert. God gave them mana (bread), and water. Some turned against Him and worshiped idols. The rest, like Joshua, went in the city and created a place for Yahweh's people. Yahweh is a Christian God. Some christians think Yahweh became Jesus, but that is delusion. Yahweh is the Father, Jesus is the Son, and then there is the Holy Spirit.
There is a highway that goes from Earth to different planets and heaven. With God, there are no secrets. Archangels drive back and forth from heaven to earth and from earth to heaven.
What is it like to be in the desert of the soul? It means we yearn for God. We yearn for goodness and joy. For me, gymnastics and dance give me true joy. Figure skating calms me down. Elvish heartbreak prepared me for figure skating. My temperature got as low as 1,000 below 0, and it paralyzed me. I walked anyways, stumbling around. Then God healed me, and I rejoiced. In a dream, demons made me pick out my eyes, and I woke up healed. It was just a nightmare - God would never let me pick out my eyes. But I remember what it felt like, holding a piece of my eye in my fingers. It didn't hurt, and I could still see a little bit, so in my soul I knew it was just a dream.
We all need Jesus. Without Him, we are wandering around in the desert stumbling paralyzed with no joy or comfort. Fun isn't evil. It starts out as fun, and then it becomes true joy. Yahweh writes, "And a highway will be there; it will be called the Way of Holiness; it will be there there for those who walk on the Way. The unclean will not journey on it; wicked fools will not go about on it. No lion will be there, nor any ravenous beast; they will not be found there. But only the redeemed will walk there, and those the Lord has rescued will return. They will enter Zion with singing; everlasting joy will crown their heads. Gladness and joy will overtake them, and sorrow and sighing will flee away." (Isaiah 35:8-10) Jesus is the highway. He is the bridge from doubt and sorrow and hatred to belief and joy and love.
When you are empty, filled with numbness and sadness, in the desert of your life, pray to Jesus. Ask Him to come into your heart and rejoice with belief. The desert has a purpose. Suffering produces enlightenment (enlightenment is christian: realizations is a better word for it.). God has a plan. When you're in the sandy desert, dance in the hot sand. Fly, you fool: Gandalf said that in Lord of the rings. He fell, but he didn't die. God changed him, and true light entered his body after fighting evil.
Demons trick you. They curse you and terrify you. I fought evil for five years, and it's finally - almost - over. Pray, "God, please fight evil for me. I'm tired of this. Don't let demons find me." When they do, preach to them. They make the desert a worse place, but Yahweh always leads us to water and wind. In the ocean, we find seashells. We rejoice at the beautiful bright blue water. The water, like the trees, are possessed by the Holy Spirit. That's why I used to think trees and water had consciousness. They don't.
When you're in the desert, pray. Pray and teleport and fly. Sing and read the Bible and ask Jesus to read the Holy Bible to you. Ask God for His number, and text Him. There is a Way out of the desert, like Yahweh said through Isaiah. Remember, all of the Holy Bible is breathed and inspired through God. God possesses the prophets and writes. They aren't dead, and they still write. Many of them started out as archangels, so don't hate archangels: we are good.
In the desert, never give up. There are woodlands not that far away, filled with trees and birds and sacred, christian tigers that protect us from the evil. The meadows aren't far away either. A song says that the woodlands and meadows are fair, but Jesus is fairer and purer, and He makes the sorrowing spirit sing. Sing. Rejoice. Today is the right time.
Thats all for now. Thanks for reading this. Hope it helped you,
Rebecca xoxo <3 :)
Monday, August 8, 2016
Bible study 2
Under Christ's Law, choose to be a warrior. Choose to be happy. God wants us to be happy and free and pure. He says, "Seek me and live" (Amos 5:5). He also says "Seek me and love"...it's God's Word to me today. He says He speaks to us in more ways than just the pen and ink that wrote the Holy Bible. The prophets that wrote the Holy Bible still write. I am a heaven prophet.
God says, "Seek good, not evil, that you may live. Then the Lord Almighty will be with you, just as you say He is. Hate evil, love good" (Amos 5:14-15a). We need fellowship with the Lord - not just with people. Yahweh, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit is our friend and our Father and our brother. We are adopted as sons and daughters of God. In Amos, it says that God punishes evil people, until they repent and become good. There is always hope.
In the New Testament, John says, "Do not work for food that spoils, but for food that endures to eternal life." (John 6:27a). Of course we need physical food. God can just put it in our bodies if we can't afford it. If you eat bad food sometimes, you can pray it doesn't go down. However, true nourishment comes from the Word of God: Jesus. The Samaritan woman found true water at the well when she met Jesus. He gives us inspiring "Water" that lasts forever. We need more than just physical food and water.
Some people think you need to do good works to go to Heaven. The Bible says, "The work of God is this: to believe in the One He has sent." (John 6:29). All you have to do is repent and turn to Jesus and ask Him to come into your heart so you can believe.
God writes, "Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your heart on things above, where Christ is." (Colossians 3:1a). Focus on good things, like love and compassion and purity and goodness. Reject bad things, like lust and rage and witchcraft and idolatry and violence. Try to hate sin as much as God does, and choose to do good things. Choose to love. Fear God with loving awe and solemn respect and passion and trust. Trust Yahweh. Seek Christ. Go to church so you can make christian friends and grow in faith. When you can't go to church, worship on your own: read the Bible, study it, listen to christian music and sing along, and find sermons on youtube to listen to. Take out bread and grapejuice, and pray that it becomes communion.
Thats all for now,
Rebecca xoxoxo <3 :)
God says, "Seek good, not evil, that you may live. Then the Lord Almighty will be with you, just as you say He is. Hate evil, love good" (Amos 5:14-15a). We need fellowship with the Lord - not just with people. Yahweh, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit is our friend and our Father and our brother. We are adopted as sons and daughters of God. In Amos, it says that God punishes evil people, until they repent and become good. There is always hope.
In the New Testament, John says, "Do not work for food that spoils, but for food that endures to eternal life." (John 6:27a). Of course we need physical food. God can just put it in our bodies if we can't afford it. If you eat bad food sometimes, you can pray it doesn't go down. However, true nourishment comes from the Word of God: Jesus. The Samaritan woman found true water at the well when she met Jesus. He gives us inspiring "Water" that lasts forever. We need more than just physical food and water.
Some people think you need to do good works to go to Heaven. The Bible says, "The work of God is this: to believe in the One He has sent." (John 6:29). All you have to do is repent and turn to Jesus and ask Him to come into your heart so you can believe.
God writes, "Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your heart on things above, where Christ is." (Colossians 3:1a). Focus on good things, like love and compassion and purity and goodness. Reject bad things, like lust and rage and witchcraft and idolatry and violence. Try to hate sin as much as God does, and choose to do good things. Choose to love. Fear God with loving awe and solemn respect and passion and trust. Trust Yahweh. Seek Christ. Go to church so you can make christian friends and grow in faith. When you can't go to church, worship on your own: read the Bible, study it, listen to christian music and sing along, and find sermons on youtube to listen to. Take out bread and grapejuice, and pray that it becomes communion.
Thats all for now,
Rebecca xoxoxo <3 :)
Sunday, August 7, 2016
Joel: an interpretation
In Joel, it says the whole world is broken down, and that God will fix it. Yahweh writes, " 'Even now,' declares the Lord, 'return to me with all your heart, with fasting and weeping and mourning.' Rend your heart and not your garments. Return to the Lord your God, for He is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love, and He relents from sending calamity. Who knows? He may tun and relent and leave behind a blessing - grain offerings and drink offerings for the Lord your God." (Joel 2:12-14) I really think it will happen...then maybe it will.
Rend means to tear yourself away from all evil, and remove all sin from your heart and from the heart of your family. Joel is talking about repentance: apologizing, and turning to the Lord, and choosing to make a change in your heart and soul and mind and spirit.
God sends an army of angels and archangels. Joel says, "It is close at hand - a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and blackness. Like dawn spreading across the mountains a large and mighty army comes, such as never was in ancient times nor ever will be in ages to come." (Joel 2:2) This is a psychic prophecy about the first coming: angels and archangels came to be the Messiah (Jesus)'s apostles/deciples. It is a revolution of consciousness. There is no "destroying angel". Some translations of the Holy Bible say there is, but it was translated wrong. It means the angels came to bring peace and love and joy and acceptance of Jesus and the sacrifice He was coming to give.
Archangels bring God's Word. In the New Testament, it says that God will say more things than just what He says in pen and ink through the prophets. All of the Holy Bible was breathed and inspired by God. Joel says that archangels and archangelic people refuse to be angry, except for righteous anger at evil in some beings' hearts. First it is righteous anger, then it is calm preaching, aiming to destroy that evil - not the being. God never gives up on the beings He created. Hate devils - shun evil - but know that God will help them and destroy their evil. Remember what a movie told me: hate the crime, not the criminal. One day God told me, "There is no such thing as an unforgivable sin. Every time you wake up you will grow in faith," He also said, "God defeated death on the cross." Since 0, everyone was created immortal: Yahweh, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit promise eternal life. It means we get to live forever with the same body, soul, and spirit.
Joel also says, "Let the weakling say, 'I am strong!' (Joel 3:10b). This means that no one has to be weak. Choose to be immortal (suicide is a sin); choose to be strong. Aim for super-strength and super-speed, but know how to be gentle and loving too. You need to know how to refrain from using your super-strength (for example, in a handshake).
Joel says to gather the fruit. He says this by saying "Swing the sickle, for the harvest is ripe." (Joel 3:13a) Gather the fruits of goodness and love and compassion in your hearts and in others. There are many interpretations, though. Some might say it means to get rid of the evil in the harvest, and only keep the good. It means this too.
Everywhere in the Holy Bible, though, it says "do not be afraid, for I am with you." It says it somewhere in Joel. God is with us. Return to Him, choose to accept Jesus into your heart. Once you're saved, you're always saved, even if you temporarily lose your faith. God will give you time to return to Christianity. Its the only right religion. We aren't sent to hell for not going to church, but we need church for fellowship (true friendship) with other christians.
When you're filled with the Spirit of the Lord, pain doesn't bother you as much. (Something my father told me.)
That's all for now. Love,
Rebecca :) <3
Rend means to tear yourself away from all evil, and remove all sin from your heart and from the heart of your family. Joel is talking about repentance: apologizing, and turning to the Lord, and choosing to make a change in your heart and soul and mind and spirit.
God sends an army of angels and archangels. Joel says, "It is close at hand - a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and blackness. Like dawn spreading across the mountains a large and mighty army comes, such as never was in ancient times nor ever will be in ages to come." (Joel 2:2) This is a psychic prophecy about the first coming: angels and archangels came to be the Messiah (Jesus)'s apostles/deciples. It is a revolution of consciousness. There is no "destroying angel". Some translations of the Holy Bible say there is, but it was translated wrong. It means the angels came to bring peace and love and joy and acceptance of Jesus and the sacrifice He was coming to give.
Archangels bring God's Word. In the New Testament, it says that God will say more things than just what He says in pen and ink through the prophets. All of the Holy Bible was breathed and inspired by God. Joel says that archangels and archangelic people refuse to be angry, except for righteous anger at evil in some beings' hearts. First it is righteous anger, then it is calm preaching, aiming to destroy that evil - not the being. God never gives up on the beings He created. Hate devils - shun evil - but know that God will help them and destroy their evil. Remember what a movie told me: hate the crime, not the criminal. One day God told me, "There is no such thing as an unforgivable sin. Every time you wake up you will grow in faith," He also said, "God defeated death on the cross." Since 0, everyone was created immortal: Yahweh, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit promise eternal life. It means we get to live forever with the same body, soul, and spirit.
Joel also says, "Let the weakling say, 'I am strong!' (Joel 3:10b). This means that no one has to be weak. Choose to be immortal (suicide is a sin); choose to be strong. Aim for super-strength and super-speed, but know how to be gentle and loving too. You need to know how to refrain from using your super-strength (for example, in a handshake).
Joel says to gather the fruit. He says this by saying "Swing the sickle, for the harvest is ripe." (Joel 3:13a) Gather the fruits of goodness and love and compassion in your hearts and in others. There are many interpretations, though. Some might say it means to get rid of the evil in the harvest, and only keep the good. It means this too.
Everywhere in the Holy Bible, though, it says "do not be afraid, for I am with you." It says it somewhere in Joel. God is with us. Return to Him, choose to accept Jesus into your heart. Once you're saved, you're always saved, even if you temporarily lose your faith. God will give you time to return to Christianity. Its the only right religion. We aren't sent to hell for not going to church, but we need church for fellowship (true friendship) with other christians.
When you're filled with the Spirit of the Lord, pain doesn't bother you as much. (Something my father told me.)
That's all for now. Love,
Rebecca :) <3
Thursday, August 4, 2016
Do you want to dissapear without a trace, child?
I heard a song that said, "You're so wise beyond your years. Do you want to dissapear without a trace, child?" That's what happened to me. My dad drove me to an alien planet and then I teleported to heaven. God didn't put a body back for me. It's the second coming, so He stopped doing that. I was just visiting for thirty years. I was born in heaven. People stopped growing old. People got back their childish creativity. Humans are becoming faeries or elves or both. People are becoming angels and archangels.
What does it mean to be wise? It means having an inner knowing. I thought I was just 26, but really I am a trillion and one hundred fifty seven years old. I stopped aging at ten and grew breasts and grew taller. The breasts are starting to go away.
What does it mean to be wise beyond your years? It doesn't mean intellectual smartness. It's spiritual knowledge of God. He gives believers the gift of wisdom when they pray for it in their soul. They have a sense of the spiritual light when they are young. They stare at the stars and know in their heart that God is somewhere above the stars. We lay down in the grass and gaze at the stars, talking to the Man above them.
The people who just dissapear aren't murdered. People might think that at first. That someone murdered me and threw my body in a river. But that isn't what happened. People are carried to heaven or hell. Only christians are welcome permanently in heaven, and this is heaven. He sends evil people here temporarily, so they can become christian, and if they don't by a couple months, he sends them to hell.
I was tortured by demons. God taught me how to fight evil: meditate, listen to christian music, preach to the demons, watch TV. Let God fight evil for you.
Do you want to dissapear without a trace, child? Pretend like you're wise and close your eyes. Some song said that to me, but I forget the artist's name.
Close your eyes, and inhale cannabis. It's a spiritual thing. God made it. It's a gift from God. It's a treasure. Close your eyes, and visualize yourself flying. Visualize yourself doing gymnastics and dance. It will happen.
What does it mean to be wise? It means having an inner knowing. I thought I was just 26, but really I am a trillion and one hundred fifty seven years old. I stopped aging at ten and grew breasts and grew taller. The breasts are starting to go away.
What does it mean to be wise beyond your years? It doesn't mean intellectual smartness. It's spiritual knowledge of God. He gives believers the gift of wisdom when they pray for it in their soul. They have a sense of the spiritual light when they are young. They stare at the stars and know in their heart that God is somewhere above the stars. We lay down in the grass and gaze at the stars, talking to the Man above them.
The people who just dissapear aren't murdered. People might think that at first. That someone murdered me and threw my body in a river. But that isn't what happened. People are carried to heaven or hell. Only christians are welcome permanently in heaven, and this is heaven. He sends evil people here temporarily, so they can become christian, and if they don't by a couple months, he sends them to hell.
I was tortured by demons. God taught me how to fight evil: meditate, listen to christian music, preach to the demons, watch TV. Let God fight evil for you.
Do you want to dissapear without a trace, child? Pretend like you're wise and close your eyes. Some song said that to me, but I forget the artist's name.
Close your eyes, and inhale cannabis. It's a spiritual thing. God made it. It's a gift from God. It's a treasure. Close your eyes, and visualize yourself flying. Visualize yourself doing gymnastics and dance. It will happen.
Monday, August 1, 2016
8.1.2016 post 2
God wants us to be perfect. He wants us to love our enemies and pray for them. They attack us. Preach to them, and they will flee. He knows that we're hurting when demons attack. It's a hard burden, so I give it up to God. I shout, God help me. Make this stop. it will stop when the gates of hell are closed. God opens them so we can teach them, and to bring everyone evil and not christian into hell.
8.1.2016
"Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last, but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore do not run like someone running aimlessly..." (1 Corinthians 9:25-26b)
The Olympics on Earth is competition now. The competitors make other people fall. They just try to kill each other. It used to be different. It was a show, and people played their sport with joy. They watched the others and were happy the others were good, too. Someday, it will be a show again. Do what you do for God alone. Find joy.
"Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it with their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you harbor envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth." (James 3:13-14)
Enjoy your art; Enjoy your sport. Show it, and don't be jealous of those better. God helps the Olympians, they don't have it themselves. I started gymnastics a long long time ago. I'm around a trillion and hundred fifty six years old. Do your sport or art for the joy of doing it, for love's sake. Don't try to be the best. In the Bible it says do good deeds in secret instead of boasting about it, and then you get your reward in heaven. Show people flight. All gymnastics is angel gymnastics. You need wings to flip. You need strong muscles and big wings. Gymnastics leads people to God. If it injures you, God heals you instantly.
"Keep on loving one another as brothers and sisters." (Hebrews 13:1) Love everyone in God's family and shun evil. Open your hearts to Love. Seek God.
"The simple believe everything, but the prudent give thought to their steps, The wise fear the Lord and shun evil, but a fool is hothearted and yet feels secure" (Proverbs 14:15-16)
Prudent means acting with or showing care and thought for the future. There isn't anything wrong with being simple folk. You can be both simple and prudent at the same time. The simple open their heart to God's Will and believe in Him.
Fearing God means have a little bit of fear, with wonder and awe. Obey Him with Loving obedience. Trust His wisdom. Sometimes, we feel each others' pain. It's a struggle, but it gives them a break and urges us to pray for them. Somewhere in the New Testament, it says the last worker gets paid just as much as the first worker, even though they didn't do as much work. This simply means that God loves everyone agape, with pure unconditional love, accepting everyone. Hell is real, but it is temporary. Heaven is eternal. It is the second coming. I was on Earth during winter, and it was 80 degrees outside. Remember, God promises eternal life, which means He makes us immortal, and we change. I was born an archangel, and later I became a faerie and an elf and a part-time sprite. We are good, not perfectly good, but we try. With God all things are possible, and only good things are possible with God. Death isn't possible. God defeated death on the cross, so ever since He died and woke up, no ne has to die.
The Olympics on Earth is competition now. The competitors make other people fall. They just try to kill each other. It used to be different. It was a show, and people played their sport with joy. They watched the others and were happy the others were good, too. Someday, it will be a show again. Do what you do for God alone. Find joy.
"Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it with their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you harbor envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth." (James 3:13-14)
Enjoy your art; Enjoy your sport. Show it, and don't be jealous of those better. God helps the Olympians, they don't have it themselves. I started gymnastics a long long time ago. I'm around a trillion and hundred fifty six years old. Do your sport or art for the joy of doing it, for love's sake. Don't try to be the best. In the Bible it says do good deeds in secret instead of boasting about it, and then you get your reward in heaven. Show people flight. All gymnastics is angel gymnastics. You need wings to flip. You need strong muscles and big wings. Gymnastics leads people to God. If it injures you, God heals you instantly.
"Keep on loving one another as brothers and sisters." (Hebrews 13:1) Love everyone in God's family and shun evil. Open your hearts to Love. Seek God.
"The simple believe everything, but the prudent give thought to their steps, The wise fear the Lord and shun evil, but a fool is hothearted and yet feels secure" (Proverbs 14:15-16)
Prudent means acting with or showing care and thought for the future. There isn't anything wrong with being simple folk. You can be both simple and prudent at the same time. The simple open their heart to God's Will and believe in Him.
Fearing God means have a little bit of fear, with wonder and awe. Obey Him with Loving obedience. Trust His wisdom. Sometimes, we feel each others' pain. It's a struggle, but it gives them a break and urges us to pray for them. Somewhere in the New Testament, it says the last worker gets paid just as much as the first worker, even though they didn't do as much work. This simply means that God loves everyone agape, with pure unconditional love, accepting everyone. Hell is real, but it is temporary. Heaven is eternal. It is the second coming. I was on Earth during winter, and it was 80 degrees outside. Remember, God promises eternal life, which means He makes us immortal, and we change. I was born an archangel, and later I became a faerie and an elf and a part-time sprite. We are good, not perfectly good, but we try. With God all things are possible, and only good things are possible with God. Death isn't possible. God defeated death on the cross, so ever since He died and woke up, no ne has to die.
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