God wants us to be happy. He wants us to keep holding on and just refuse to die. Don't listen to devils' spells. Look deeper. Look beneath. The marks on your face will go away. Remember what God said somewhere in the Holy Bible: "The sun will not harm you by day, and the moon doesn't harm you by night." Try to love your face and body the way it is, so you can take care of it and make it better.
No one dies anymore. My dad told me (or someone else with strong faith), "God defeated death on the cross." He died so no one else had to. Now He changes us. When you get to heaven, and this is heaven, you start to become a faerie, elf, angel, sprite, or archangel. You don't have to, but you'll want to. God makes us immortal. He changes us, gives us super-strength and super-speed. He makes us immortal.
If you pray to live forever, you will. If you know someone is blind, obey the Bible and try to heal them. Faerie sparks? Prayer. Healing touch (not reiki. Reiki is hindu.). I'm interpreting Mathew 9:29..all God needs to do to heal blind eyes is touch them. Whenever I start to lose my sight, I put my hands on my eyes, close my eyes, blink, and God restores my sight. Its just blurry vision. He puts His power in my hands, because He wants everyone to see perfectly. Sometimes, its a vision of black in your eyes, or a vision or white. If your eyes really don't work, you see white, and that seems scary.
Pray with your eyes closed in the silence. Silent meditation in the darkness helps you find God. Cannabis helps you find God too. Its the second coming, and God never gives up on anyone, so you'll be alright.
I'm autistic, medium functioning. I see it as a gift. It makes me a genius, and being a genius makes you autistic. I am a trillion one hundred fifty seven years old. I probably started out as low functioning, and I'm jealous of my younger self. It makes you shy, and stops you from talking to evil people. It makes you feel awkward, and you scream the pain away. Singing and playing instruments helps. Martial arts helps. Go outside in the dark, look up at the stars, and just scream. Scream and sing with your halo. Its okay not to be okay.
I miss my twin, my soulmate. Missing him makes me scream and hit my head and makes me weary. Elvish heartbreak comes and go. Sometimes it makes me feel high. That's what its for. It stops you from feeling empty and numb without him. But I need him so much.
Take the time to know yourself. Take the time to grow. Take the time to feel pain. It makes you feel alive. Meditate on your pain. Meditate on your yearning, your love, your forever. Don't be ashamed of your past, your scars, your moles, the parts of your body you hate. Lift weights. Do body-weight exercises. God will put invisble weights on your wrists and ankles. Run and walk fast and fly and do gymnastics or whatever sport you choose. There's an inner athlete in everyone.
That's all for today,
Rebecca :) <3
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