Ask yourself: what does it mean to obey God? What is loving obedience?
It means that God is not a dictator; He is a faithful, LOVING King who wants the best for us. He wants us to be happy and loved and full of joy. He wants us to do the activities that make us happy - for example, for me gymnastics dance kung fu and figure skating.
It means that God wants us to follow Him because He is wiser and knows us more than we know ourselves, because like novelists, He plotted us out - thought about us, decided what we would want to do, the scents that would please us, the being we would be forever - before He even put us in our mother's womb. He wants us to see and experience His GREAT LOVE.
He inspires us to LOVE Him with all our heart and mind and soul and strength and spirit, as well as our neighbors and even our enemies. He doesn't want us to obey out of fear, although it's okay to fear Him sometimes. Remember then, that perfect LOVE casts out all FEAR.
Ask yourself this: What is Love? GOD is LOVE. Love is patient, kind, Truthful, eternal, and free. Love gives GRACE, which is unmerited favor, that we didn't earn but is given to us because Jesus died on a cross to destroy sin and death and chaos. He gives us GRACE because He LOVES us in a way that may be hard for most people to fathom. As an archangel, I want to love people in the same way, and do what Jesus would do, but I don't want to be Him.
Love is LIVING WATER. Love is Jesus inside of your HEART. Living Water is given to us from Jesus, like He gave water to the gentile woman at the well. People think Jesus is a "Jew" but He is Christian, because He is the Christ.
Loving obedience comes when you trust Him out of LOVE, knowing He is wiser. You obey for God's sake, and for your sake, and for the sake of all of God's People. You obey for your well-being, because LOVE of GOD brings you PEACE and TRANQUILITY. It's to shine a light upon other people and use your gifts to inspire and teach other people. It's to bring other people to God.
God's WORD of the day:
Old Testament:
"And a highway will be there; it will be Called the Way of Holiness; It will be there for those who walk on that way. The unclean will not journey on it; wicked fools will not go about on it. No lion will be there, nor any ravenous beast; they will not be found there. But only the redeemed will walk there, and those the Lord has rescued will return." ~Isaiah 35:8-10a.
New Testament:
"Jesus is the stone you builders rejected, which has become the cornerstone. Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under Heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved" ~Acs 4:11-12
Knowing all of this, trust that God will protect you. God will treasure you and cherish you and give you a Way out of the darkness. He is the cornerstone of LOVE. He created LOVE and COMPASSION and TRUTH. So seek Eternal Truth, and breathe in God's air. Some ways to fight evil: say, "Breath of God, breathe on me." "Oh God oh God I need you." Preach to them. "I command you to leave in the name of Jesus Christ." "The blood of Christ is over me now and forever more." "I plead the blood of Jesus Christ." Then explain it. And preach about God's LIGHT and LOVE and the demons will leave.
Love,
Rebecca
Friday, December 23, 2016
Saturday, October 29, 2016
Heavenly Sports
Some sports bring people to God. Gymnastics, for example, requires wings and super-strength. So God gives Earth athletes faerie wings and sprite wings, and they feel like they're flying. It makes them happy, and they start to wonder if they are angels, because they don't believe in faeries. Skateboarding and figure skating requires wings too. To stay in the air long enough to do a triple toe loop, you need wings. Do do tricks on a skateboard, you need extra agility and wings. It makes them believe in God, and, sometimes, they decide to seek Him. And the Holy Bible says, "Seek and you will find."
In Gymnastics, God helps earth athletes do their flips and layouts and twists, 99.9999999%, until they get better and need less help. Practice makes perfect. For a lot of sports, wings are required. Especially snowboarding down mountains and sky diving. It's dangerous, people, if you have no faith.
In Gymnastics, God helps earth athletes do their flips and layouts and twists, 99.9999999%, until they get better and need less help. Practice makes perfect. For a lot of sports, wings are required. Especially snowboarding down mountains and sky diving. It's dangerous, people, if you have no faith.
Tuesday, October 11, 2016
Sorry I've stopped making posts for a while :)
So, its been a long time since I've been on here. I'm going to wing it.
Meditating on the Holy Bible. When I remembered my faith, i started with Mathew. I read the first five paragraphs, and then started over at paragraph 2. And I kept doing this until I felt like I really understood it.
Close your eyes, and pray God opens up your Bible to the part He wants you to read with your hand. Open it and then read it until it touches your heart. So, I closed my eyes, and I opened right to Mathew. I'm reading 1:18. It's about the birth of Jesus. Joseph had a dream where an angel told him (and perhaps it wasn't a dream; he just felt dreamy) that Jesus put Himself in Mary as a baby without sex. So, because Joseph learned about this, he did not break up with Mary. The Holy Bible says, "But he [Joseph] had no sexual relations with her before she gave birth to her Son. And Joseph named Him Jesus" (Good News Bible, Mathew 1:24)
There are two Marys. The first one is Mary Magdalene, married to Simom-Peter. The other one is Jesus's mom, Mary. She doesn't have a last name.
My eyes were led to Mathew 3. John the baptist said, "Turn away from your sins," he said [possessed by God], "because the Kingdom of Heaven is near." (Mathew 3:2) It's the second coming. The first coming stopped, but at the second coming, God goes to earth visible, bringing all the murderers and evil British cops and rapists to hell and changing Earth making it better. He's making Heaven better too. Heaven always stretches: God makes more land on heaven.
Meditating on the Holy Bible. When I remembered my faith, i started with Mathew. I read the first five paragraphs, and then started over at paragraph 2. And I kept doing this until I felt like I really understood it.
Close your eyes, and pray God opens up your Bible to the part He wants you to read with your hand. Open it and then read it until it touches your heart. So, I closed my eyes, and I opened right to Mathew. I'm reading 1:18. It's about the birth of Jesus. Joseph had a dream where an angel told him (and perhaps it wasn't a dream; he just felt dreamy) that Jesus put Himself in Mary as a baby without sex. So, because Joseph learned about this, he did not break up with Mary. The Holy Bible says, "But he [Joseph] had no sexual relations with her before she gave birth to her Son. And Joseph named Him Jesus" (Good News Bible, Mathew 1:24)
There are two Marys. The first one is Mary Magdalene, married to Simom-Peter. The other one is Jesus's mom, Mary. She doesn't have a last name.
My eyes were led to Mathew 3. John the baptist said, "Turn away from your sins," he said [possessed by God], "because the Kingdom of Heaven is near." (Mathew 3:2) It's the second coming. The first coming stopped, but at the second coming, God goes to earth visible, bringing all the murderers and evil British cops and rapists to hell and changing Earth making it better. He's making Heaven better too. Heaven always stretches: God makes more land on heaven.
Friday, September 30, 2016
Anti-ana
When I was younger, chronologically, I thought being way too skinny was beautiful. Then I found martial arts, and started wanting to be strong. I used to want the skinniest arms, a flat stomach, a "thigh gap". Now I want big, muscled legs, tiny kid wrists, big ab muscles. Sometimes, muscle looks like fat when you're sitting down, and that's okay too.
Ana is not your best friend. She is your worst enemy. Why do you throw away your lunch, in more than one trashcan, and then over-exercise. For me, it was running up and down staircases and doing wild toe-touches: just like my twin. My foster mom constantly told me I was fat, and caused it all. All the while, God was feeding me and I was 110 lbs, not the 70 lb skinny girl I thought I was. He let me think I was that skinny, until I was ready to realize that THAT SKINNY is weak. Some people fast to seek God. Sure, I wanted to do that too, but some of the times I hated my body, and felt uncomfortable in my own body.
Gymnastics and martial arts and even dance lead me to a STRONG body, a STRONG soul, a STRONG spirit. STARVING YOURSELF cannot make you strong. It cannot bring you happiness. Only Jesus can bring you joy. Try to love yourself. Never give up.
Ana is not your best friend. She is your worst enemy. Why do you throw away your lunch, in more than one trashcan, and then over-exercise. For me, it was running up and down staircases and doing wild toe-touches: just like my twin. My foster mom constantly told me I was fat, and caused it all. All the while, God was feeding me and I was 110 lbs, not the 70 lb skinny girl I thought I was. He let me think I was that skinny, until I was ready to realize that THAT SKINNY is weak. Some people fast to seek God. Sure, I wanted to do that too, but some of the times I hated my body, and felt uncomfortable in my own body.
Gymnastics and martial arts and even dance lead me to a STRONG body, a STRONG soul, a STRONG spirit. STARVING YOURSELF cannot make you strong. It cannot bring you happiness. Only Jesus can bring you joy. Try to love yourself. Never give up.
Tuesday, September 13, 2016
9/13/16
My heart hurts for the whole world. There is so much pain in everyone's lives. Too much darkness, not enough light. Vision of hope, but only feeling wrong inside.
Monday, September 12, 2016
Signs
Yahweh wrote in the Old Testament, "Set up road signs; put up guideposts. Take notes of the highway, the road that you take. Return, Virgin Israel, return to your towns." (Jeremiah 31:21)
Jesus wrote, "Jesus entered the temple courts and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the benches of those selling doves' (Mathew 31:12) Jesus is against money, and it is evil to sell birds when birds are meant to fly free in the wilderness of heaven, singing songs in angel-minds.
Jesus also writes,"My House will be called a House of prayer, but you are making it a den of robbers" (Mathew 21:13b) Jesus went in and healed the "lame" and blind.
In John Jesus writes, "Very truly I tell you, you are looking for me, not because you saw the signs I performeed, but because you ate the loaves and had your fill" (John 6:26). That is fine and all: Jesus wants us to eat till we're full but also He wants to bring us true happy, and for us to love Him, just for Love's sake, no other reason. To have fellowship with Him, just because He is a best friend.
Seek eternal life and pray to be immortal. It is the same thing. God said, "The Work of God is this: to believe in the One He has sent" (John 6:29)
Read Isaiah 53 and Isaiah 56. Isaiah 53 says that God (Jesus) was despised and rejected by mankind, and that He would suffer and that He understands pain and if He understands pain, He can help us through OUR pain. It also says that people hide their face and hold God in low esteem, and have low self-esteem themselves. It says that He was pierced for our transgressions and that He paid the price for our sin and it was peaceful for Him because He was serving God and that by His wounds we are healed. It also says we are the sheep and He is the shepherd, but He will help us when we go astray.
Isaiah 56 says that we are called to "maintain justice and do what is right, for (His) salvation is close at hand and that His righteousness will soon be revealed". It says that those who keep God's commands will be blessed and rewarded in secret. We are meant to keep our minds from evil.
God puts out signs everywhere to show us He is real, Alive, and ready to guide us to a beautiful future full of peace and love and joy. When we quiet down and listen, we will hear His true guidance. Look for the guideposts. Find your road. Jesus's road. Ask yourself, what would Jesus do? Pray to Him and ask for signs, but don't test Him. He puts up signs everywhere.
Love,
Rebecca :)
Jesus wrote, "Jesus entered the temple courts and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the benches of those selling doves' (Mathew 31:12) Jesus is against money, and it is evil to sell birds when birds are meant to fly free in the wilderness of heaven, singing songs in angel-minds.
Jesus also writes,"My House will be called a House of prayer, but you are making it a den of robbers" (Mathew 21:13b) Jesus went in and healed the "lame" and blind.
In John Jesus writes, "Very truly I tell you, you are looking for me, not because you saw the signs I performeed, but because you ate the loaves and had your fill" (John 6:26). That is fine and all: Jesus wants us to eat till we're full but also He wants to bring us true happy, and for us to love Him, just for Love's sake, no other reason. To have fellowship with Him, just because He is a best friend.
Seek eternal life and pray to be immortal. It is the same thing. God said, "The Work of God is this: to believe in the One He has sent" (John 6:29)
Read Isaiah 53 and Isaiah 56. Isaiah 53 says that God (Jesus) was despised and rejected by mankind, and that He would suffer and that He understands pain and if He understands pain, He can help us through OUR pain. It also says that people hide their face and hold God in low esteem, and have low self-esteem themselves. It says that He was pierced for our transgressions and that He paid the price for our sin and it was peaceful for Him because He was serving God and that by His wounds we are healed. It also says we are the sheep and He is the shepherd, but He will help us when we go astray.
Isaiah 56 says that we are called to "maintain justice and do what is right, for (His) salvation is close at hand and that His righteousness will soon be revealed". It says that those who keep God's commands will be blessed and rewarded in secret. We are meant to keep our minds from evil.
God puts out signs everywhere to show us He is real, Alive, and ready to guide us to a beautiful future full of peace and love and joy. When we quiet down and listen, we will hear His true guidance. Look for the guideposts. Find your road. Jesus's road. Ask yourself, what would Jesus do? Pray to Him and ask for signs, but don't test Him. He puts up signs everywhere.
Love,
Rebecca :)
Sunday, September 11, 2016
Ways to fight Parkingsons disease, paralyzation, MS, and ceberal palsy
If you have parkingsons disease (psychiatric drugs cause this), put your hands in cold water and hold them there. Exercise your hands. Sit down on your staircase and press your hands down and try to lift your body up. Do this a few times. Try to type something on your computer. Resist the shaking. I know you probably feel like you are a prisoner in your own body, but there are ways to fight it and to recover and be perfectly healed. Pray to Jesus to be healed, and stop taking psyciatric drugs. Flex your hands slowly. Stretch them. Stretch your neck. Do slow pushups: start with a plank, hold it, then very slowly lower yourself to the ground, gripping the ground with your hands. Another exercise you can do is make a fist with your hand and slowly let go. I know your hand feels like its not your own and like its about to be cut off. This is just a tactile hallucination and there is a problem in your brain that God can heal. Don't let your hands shake: resist. Type a lot of words.
When you're paralyzed, hold onto the wall and force your legs to work. Then let go and stumble around and pray to be healed. You might not be able to feel your legs, but you can still use them. It's harder, but with God all things are possible.
If you have MS or MD, to ab exercises like V-ups and sit-ups and do pushups and ride a bike. Your legs might hurt a lot, but force yourself to walk anyways. If you want, start with a walker or a cane and eventually throw them away and walk without them. And then pray to be healed. Its the same with ceberal palsy: force yourself to walk. You may walk funny at first, but then force your legs to move in a straight line.
And Jesus still heals today! It's the second coming. God doesn't want anyone to be sick. I can promise that He will help you. You might be thinking, "But WHEN?" Wait patiently and Worship while you're waiting. I promise He will heal you. Make an effort. Put water all over your body. Swim. Water can really help. Go to physical therapy and FIGHT IT.
Let me know if you have any ideas!
<3 Rebecca :)
When you're paralyzed, hold onto the wall and force your legs to work. Then let go and stumble around and pray to be healed. You might not be able to feel your legs, but you can still use them. It's harder, but with God all things are possible.
If you have MS or MD, to ab exercises like V-ups and sit-ups and do pushups and ride a bike. Your legs might hurt a lot, but force yourself to walk anyways. If you want, start with a walker or a cane and eventually throw them away and walk without them. And then pray to be healed. Its the same with ceberal palsy: force yourself to walk. You may walk funny at first, but then force your legs to move in a straight line.
And Jesus still heals today! It's the second coming. God doesn't want anyone to be sick. I can promise that He will help you. You might be thinking, "But WHEN?" Wait patiently and Worship while you're waiting. I promise He will heal you. Make an effort. Put water all over your body. Swim. Water can really help. Go to physical therapy and FIGHT IT.
Let me know if you have any ideas!
<3 Rebecca :)
Wednesday, September 7, 2016
Grace and what it means
"The Lord is gracious and full of compassion, slow to anger and great in mercy. The Lord is good to all, and His tender mercies are over all His Works' (Psalm 145:8-9)
"Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through Whom also we have access by faith into this grace which we stand, and rejoice in hope and the Glory of God." (Romans 5:1-2)
God watches over us in the quiet places, and leads us to a still water that brings true peace to our souls. When we are in the wilderness, we are possessed by the Holy Spirit, because He possesses all the trees and flowers and dirt and bugs. Grace is unmerited favor and forgiveness, no matter what, for everyone who believes Jesus is the Son of God - and God Himself - and who accepts God's Sacrafice on the cross. He could have proven He is God and ripped Himself off the cross (with God all things are possible), but He chose to die for us, to defeat death once and for all so no one has to die. He fell asleep, died and dreamed, and woke up 10 minutes later and left the tomb. He moved the rock away and stayed on earth for a while to create the Church, of which we are all a part of.
God is our therapist, out best friend, our Father, our brother. He gives us eternal Love - unmerited, because Grace is Love.
"But if it is by grace, it is no longer on the basis of works, otherwise grace is no longer grace." (Romans 1:6)
"For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love, and self-discipline." (2 Timothy 1:7)
"He has saved us, and called us to a holy life, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was granted us in Christ Jesus from all eternity." (2 Timothy 1:9)
Jesus saves us. Good works are prayer and compassion on a brother/sister/neighbor. Grace is given no matter what - there is no such thing as an unforgivable sin. Nothing we do could ever make God hate us or reject us. Even hell is safe - its there to stop evil people from hurting God's adopted children, and as a lesson, because suffering produces enlightenment (realizations and revelations about God and about who we really are).
When it rains, thunders, and lightning strikes, it is God's grace. Faeries love dancing in the rain. It is such a beautiful thing that God gives to us to bring us true joy. It makes us truly happy. the rain is God's loving tears - the thunder is God's righteous anger at all the evil in the universe - and the lightning is a spark of God's Love. God brought rain today, to bless us, and to nourish all the gardens He made just for us.
God is Patient and Kind. He gives nonbelievers that have true goodness time to find Him, and sends the truly evil to hell. He even gives grace to those people. He never gives up on any being He created. He won't throw you away. If you don't sense Him, it doesn't mean He isn't there. He cherishes you.
here's what the Gospel says about Grace: "You have heard that it was said, "You shall love your neighbor, and hate your enemy." 44 But I say to you, love your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you 45 in order that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 For if you love those who love you, what reward have you? Do not even the tax-gatherers do the same? 47 And if you greet your brothers only, what do you do more than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same? 48 Therefore you are to be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect." (Mathew 5:43-48)
So, God loves His enemies, as we are meant to love our enemies (even the ones that hurt our sore, vulnerable spots badly) and forgive them, as He forgives us and lavishes us with His Loving Grace. So forgive. And love. And don't judge. The gospel says we will be judged in the way we judge....if you don't judge, you wont be judge. God isn't here to condemn, He's here to teach and watch over us.
More later! Love,
Rebecca <3 :)
"Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through Whom also we have access by faith into this grace which we stand, and rejoice in hope and the Glory of God." (Romans 5:1-2)
God watches over us in the quiet places, and leads us to a still water that brings true peace to our souls. When we are in the wilderness, we are possessed by the Holy Spirit, because He possesses all the trees and flowers and dirt and bugs. Grace is unmerited favor and forgiveness, no matter what, for everyone who believes Jesus is the Son of God - and God Himself - and who accepts God's Sacrafice on the cross. He could have proven He is God and ripped Himself off the cross (with God all things are possible), but He chose to die for us, to defeat death once and for all so no one has to die. He fell asleep, died and dreamed, and woke up 10 minutes later and left the tomb. He moved the rock away and stayed on earth for a while to create the Church, of which we are all a part of.
God is our therapist, out best friend, our Father, our brother. He gives us eternal Love - unmerited, because Grace is Love.
"But if it is by grace, it is no longer on the basis of works, otherwise grace is no longer grace." (Romans 1:6)
"For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love, and self-discipline." (2 Timothy 1:7)
"He has saved us, and called us to a holy life, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was granted us in Christ Jesus from all eternity." (2 Timothy 1:9)
Jesus saves us. Good works are prayer and compassion on a brother/sister/neighbor. Grace is given no matter what - there is no such thing as an unforgivable sin. Nothing we do could ever make God hate us or reject us. Even hell is safe - its there to stop evil people from hurting God's adopted children, and as a lesson, because suffering produces enlightenment (realizations and revelations about God and about who we really are).
When it rains, thunders, and lightning strikes, it is God's grace. Faeries love dancing in the rain. It is such a beautiful thing that God gives to us to bring us true joy. It makes us truly happy. the rain is God's loving tears - the thunder is God's righteous anger at all the evil in the universe - and the lightning is a spark of God's Love. God brought rain today, to bless us, and to nourish all the gardens He made just for us.
God is Patient and Kind. He gives nonbelievers that have true goodness time to find Him, and sends the truly evil to hell. He even gives grace to those people. He never gives up on any being He created. He won't throw you away. If you don't sense Him, it doesn't mean He isn't there. He cherishes you.
here's what the Gospel says about Grace: "You have heard that it was said, "You shall love your neighbor, and hate your enemy." 44 But I say to you, love your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you 45 in order that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 For if you love those who love you, what reward have you? Do not even the tax-gatherers do the same? 47 And if you greet your brothers only, what do you do more than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same? 48 Therefore you are to be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect." (Mathew 5:43-48)
So, God loves His enemies, as we are meant to love our enemies (even the ones that hurt our sore, vulnerable spots badly) and forgive them, as He forgives us and lavishes us with His Loving Grace. So forgive. And love. And don't judge. The gospel says we will be judged in the way we judge....if you don't judge, you wont be judge. God isn't here to condemn, He's here to teach and watch over us.
More later! Love,
Rebecca <3 :)
Saturday, September 3, 2016
Love
Close to
hunger
close to
Love
He makes us pause, in deep
silence
we donate
words
Deep in our hunger, there’s a smile on a black rose
Close to wisdom we linger here What have we lost? Rainbow ashen sky, rainbow singing our song.
Faith; never far away Love, He smiles upon us Hope, always lingering silent, drifting asking us, who are you? Here in this mystery
Wise beyond your years, child close your eyes and wonder where you are now Cherub, DANCE
Close to wisdom we linger here What have we lost? Rainbow ashen sky, rainbow singing our song.
Faith; never far away Love, He smiles upon us Hope, always lingering silent, drifting asking us, who are you? Here in this mystery
Wise beyond your years, child close your eyes and wonder where you are now Cherub, DANCE
Friday, September 2, 2016
Captured and Hope
"We hung our harps, for there our captors asked us for songs, our tormentors demanded songs of joy; they said, 'Sing us one of the songs of Zion!' " (Psalm 137:2b-3)
"You have searched me, Lord, and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; You percieve my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my laying down; You are familiar with all my ways." (Psalm 139: 1-3)
"For You created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Your works are wonderful, I know that full well." (Psalm 139:13-14)
God thinks about us every day and night. He wakes up early so we can have fellowship with Him. I was stolen from my parents, and I always preached to my captors. I had amnesia, and I assumed my captor were my mom and dad. They stole three other kids: Peter, Jenny, and Justin. They forced my foster siblings to be evil, but they couldn't force me to be evil. I was born in heaven, out of an archangel womb. I was born Christians. My parents talked to me in the womb, and I grew to be a trillion before I grew shorter and younger and was stolen at a park. My twin was stolen a year before me.
Now, I am back in heaven with my real parents. Psalms says to sing to your captors and tormentors. Sing to them and preach to them.
God writes, "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." (Mathew 28:19-20) Think about it. What is a disiple? Someone who loves God and follows Him, leaving everything else behind. The Bible says to take nothing with you, not even a staff or your sandals. Go on a journey with God. I forgot who I was, but I never forgot that I was Christian. I was lead astray by demons (and my captors), but I persevered, and became more Christian.
I realized that I prayed for partial amnesia. That's why it happened. I was with my captors for 30 years, and if I knew I wasn't a Sylvers and that I had a male identical twin who was my soulmate, I would me in agony. I would have felt elvish heartbreak for 30 years. Besides, I had good experiences that lead me back to God, and before I forgot I knew I would, because helping people come to God - to help them find goodness - is a joy to me. Sing to your captors. Proclaim the Lord's Name and Worship Him. Jesus proclaims the Universal Truth to us, and if we are open to hear Him, we know that God is a Christian God. He is Yahweh, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Christianity is the only religion that offers grace: unmerited favor, unconditional love, true forgiveness.
“I have stored up your word in my heart, that I might not sin against you.” (Psalm 119:11) Love God. His Word is the One True Law. His Word is AWESOME. Put God's Word in your heart and treasure Him.
“Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.’” (John 14:6) Any other way is blasphemy. Shotokan Karate pretends to be "the Way" but that is falsehood...all along I knew that Jesus is the one and only Way. Sure, its good to learn how to defend yourself. But martial arts aren't so important that they are the "Way".
God has a Perfect plan for all of us. He wants us to have happiness and joy and love. God writes, ”Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Phillippians 4:6-7) God answers all prayer. Prayer really does work.
Anyways, if you've been captured, tormented, or abused, bu demons or by people, remember that there is hope for you. Let yourself be captured by God...and that means, set free. Let Jesus set you free; let Him give you all the passions your heart longs for. Never give up, because God will never give up on you.
Love,
Rebecca :) <3
"You have searched me, Lord, and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; You percieve my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my laying down; You are familiar with all my ways." (Psalm 139: 1-3)
"For You created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Your works are wonderful, I know that full well." (Psalm 139:13-14)
God thinks about us every day and night. He wakes up early so we can have fellowship with Him. I was stolen from my parents, and I always preached to my captors. I had amnesia, and I assumed my captor were my mom and dad. They stole three other kids: Peter, Jenny, and Justin. They forced my foster siblings to be evil, but they couldn't force me to be evil. I was born in heaven, out of an archangel womb. I was born Christians. My parents talked to me in the womb, and I grew to be a trillion before I grew shorter and younger and was stolen at a park. My twin was stolen a year before me.
Now, I am back in heaven with my real parents. Psalms says to sing to your captors and tormentors. Sing to them and preach to them.
God writes, "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." (Mathew 28:19-20) Think about it. What is a disiple? Someone who loves God and follows Him, leaving everything else behind. The Bible says to take nothing with you, not even a staff or your sandals. Go on a journey with God. I forgot who I was, but I never forgot that I was Christian. I was lead astray by demons (and my captors), but I persevered, and became more Christian.
I realized that I prayed for partial amnesia. That's why it happened. I was with my captors for 30 years, and if I knew I wasn't a Sylvers and that I had a male identical twin who was my soulmate, I would me in agony. I would have felt elvish heartbreak for 30 years. Besides, I had good experiences that lead me back to God, and before I forgot I knew I would, because helping people come to God - to help them find goodness - is a joy to me. Sing to your captors. Proclaim the Lord's Name and Worship Him. Jesus proclaims the Universal Truth to us, and if we are open to hear Him, we know that God is a Christian God. He is Yahweh, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Christianity is the only religion that offers grace: unmerited favor, unconditional love, true forgiveness.
“I have stored up your word in my heart, that I might not sin against you.” (Psalm 119:11) Love God. His Word is the One True Law. His Word is AWESOME. Put God's Word in your heart and treasure Him.
“Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.’” (John 14:6) Any other way is blasphemy. Shotokan Karate pretends to be "the Way" but that is falsehood...all along I knew that Jesus is the one and only Way. Sure, its good to learn how to defend yourself. But martial arts aren't so important that they are the "Way".
God has a Perfect plan for all of us. He wants us to have happiness and joy and love. God writes, ”Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Phillippians 4:6-7) God answers all prayer. Prayer really does work.
Anyways, if you've been captured, tormented, or abused, bu demons or by people, remember that there is hope for you. Let yourself be captured by God...and that means, set free. Let Jesus set you free; let Him give you all the passions your heart longs for. Never give up, because God will never give up on you.
Love,
Rebecca :) <3
Finding God: Being found by God (Part 2 of Seeking God)
In Acts, Jews said, "You are bringing some strange ideas to our ears, and we would like to know what they mean" (Acts 17:20). Jews are open to revelations about Christianity. Later in Acts, God writes, "God did this so that they would seek Him and perhaps reach out for Him and find Him, though He is not far from any one of us. 'For in Him we live and move and have our being.'" (Acts 17:27-28a) God isn't far away. He is reaching out for you, stirring your soul. When He finds you, you will find Him. In Proverbs, Yahweh writes, "I love those who love me, and those who seek me find me" (Proverbs 8:17). God loves everyone, and way way way deep in everyone's soul, they love Him too. All of the beings except for the worst one, I mean.
In Ephesians, Jesus writes, "For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light (for the fruit of the Light consists in all goodness, righteousness, and truth) and find out what pleases the Lord" (Ephesians 5:8-10) Belief in Jesus pleases the Lord. Evangelism pleases the Lord. Giving pleases the Lord. Loving a brother or sister in need pleases the Lord. People who do these good thing, and try to be good, will be found by the Lord, and then, they will find God. God's gifts to you are kindness, unconditional love, blessings, compassion, peacemaking, and many more good things I can't remember.
In Jeremiah, God writes, "Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known" (Jeremiah 33:3) Nothing about God is secret...God has no secrets. He wants you to know Him. Knowing starts with belief, and it turns into a great knowing that God is real. This knowing is deep, strong faith. This knowing shatters you and remakes you into a better person. We are the clay and He is the Maker. He molds us into the kind, loving, compassionate people that we are meant to be. Give your neighbor a smile, because you never know what hardship he or she and their families are going through.
back to Ephesians. Jesus writes, "For He chose us in Him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in His sight. In Love He predestined us for adoption to sonship and daughtership through Jesus Christ." (Ephesians 1:4-5a). Yes - God CHOOSES you. He chooses you for happiness and kindness, not condemnation and hate. He chooses you out of this world to become a citizen of heaven - and you'll always have a body, and there is grass and ground and houses and clothes in heaven. It is a completely different world. God chooses YOU to love yourself. He knows about you, and you can't hide. He knows what's on your heart before you pray, but pray anyways. You will find God even if you curse Him, even if you refuse to believe, even if you try to lead Christians astray. He will bring you home and forgive you. It's all okay. God loves you and chooses YOU to be His holy, loved, kind Child. You are a son or daughter of God. So He will find you, and you will find Him, no matter whether you seek or not.
Love,
Rebecca <3 :)
In Ephesians, Jesus writes, "For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light (for the fruit of the Light consists in all goodness, righteousness, and truth) and find out what pleases the Lord" (Ephesians 5:8-10) Belief in Jesus pleases the Lord. Evangelism pleases the Lord. Giving pleases the Lord. Loving a brother or sister in need pleases the Lord. People who do these good thing, and try to be good, will be found by the Lord, and then, they will find God. God's gifts to you are kindness, unconditional love, blessings, compassion, peacemaking, and many more good things I can't remember.
In Jeremiah, God writes, "Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known" (Jeremiah 33:3) Nothing about God is secret...God has no secrets. He wants you to know Him. Knowing starts with belief, and it turns into a great knowing that God is real. This knowing is deep, strong faith. This knowing shatters you and remakes you into a better person. We are the clay and He is the Maker. He molds us into the kind, loving, compassionate people that we are meant to be. Give your neighbor a smile, because you never know what hardship he or she and their families are going through.
back to Ephesians. Jesus writes, "For He chose us in Him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in His sight. In Love He predestined us for adoption to sonship and daughtership through Jesus Christ." (Ephesians 1:4-5a). Yes - God CHOOSES you. He chooses you for happiness and kindness, not condemnation and hate. He chooses you out of this world to become a citizen of heaven - and you'll always have a body, and there is grass and ground and houses and clothes in heaven. It is a completely different world. God chooses YOU to love yourself. He knows about you, and you can't hide. He knows what's on your heart before you pray, but pray anyways. You will find God even if you curse Him, even if you refuse to believe, even if you try to lead Christians astray. He will bring you home and forgive you. It's all okay. God loves you and chooses YOU to be His holy, loved, kind Child. You are a son or daughter of God. So He will find you, and you will find Him, no matter whether you seek or not.
Love,
Rebecca <3 :)
Seeking God
"Every time our hears turn from darkness to light." - God calls us to repentance. "Every time the gospel stirs a searching soul." - when you seek God, the gospel will move your heart. If you seek God, you will find Him."Ask, and you shall receive. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened for you" (Mathew 7:7-8)
In Deuteronomy, God writes, "But if from there you seek the Lord your God, you will find Him if you seek Him with all your heart and soul. When you are in distress and all those things have happened to you, then in later days you will return to the Lord your God and obey Him [loving obedience]" (Deuteronomy 4:29-30) In Jeremiah, God writes, "Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will hear you [heal you]. You will seek me, and find me when you seek me with all of your heart" (Jeremiah 29:12-13). God's glory is like a fire, a torch, blazing in the night sky. God's Love endures forever. What does it mean to seek God? It means to try to talk with Him every morning and every night. At night, lay outside on the grass or on your deck if you're too afraid, and gaze at the stars and just pour out your soul, knowing God will hear. Smoke ganja: it will help you love yourself, force you to be honest even if you're embarrassed, and make you want to talk with God. When you are searching, be gentle and kind to everyone you see. Don't even call yourself agnostic.
Allow your soul to absorb some belief - some Christian thoughts. Why don't you believe? Think about it for a while. Wonder and ponder. If you can't find God yourself, God will find you and cherish you: cherish means love, cherish means He will keep you, cherish means He will never give up on you. Yahweh wrote, "The Lord is good to those who wait for Him, to the soul that seeks Him" (Lamentations 3:25). Once, someone told me it's bad to be a seeker. That's a big fat lie. God wants us to seek Him, even after we've found Him. I want to know His face, I want to know more about Him. Fear Him a little bit, with wonder and awe, and remember: perfect love casts out all fear. Be gentle and kind like I said before, and cherish all your friends and family. Hold the ones you love close to your heart.
While you seek God, try to have faith in Jesus. Jesus will help you find His Father, Yahweh, and the Holy Spirit. You need all three of them, and all three of them are One. You don't have to understand - no one really does. We're all a little lost, but when we're lost, that's when God finds us.
Bible reading: read Mark chapter 16. Mark 16:17-18 says Jesus gives us power from His Father to silence demons and make them leave, to heal the sick, to speak in tongues (have secret languages, like elvish, archangel, and faerie). He promise that no poison can ever hurt us. God is good. He doesn't hate "seekers". If you don't know Jesus, seek Him.
In Job, God writes, "If you return to the Almighty you will be built up; if you remove injustice far from your tents, if you lay gold in the dust, and gold of Ophir among the stones of the torrent-bed, then the Almighty will be your gold and your precious silver. For then you will delight yourself in the Almighty and lift up your face to God" (Job 22:23-26). God wants us to repent and turn to Him. Repenting in Jesus's Name is part of searching for God. Wake up every morning and thank God for waking you up. Whenever you slip and have a bad thought (that's usually not yours), or hurt a neighbor, or curse someone, repent, and turn away from your mistakes. It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to hurt sometimes. When you are hurting, that's exactly when you will find God.
YOU ARE NOT WICKED. The wicked refuse to seek God, and they slander God. If you've got this far, it means some part of you is open to hearing the Word of God. Jesus is the Word of God. God is Love. He never fails. No demon can ever force God to be "evil". In fact, Jesus wants to get rid of all evil, so everyone is almost-perfectly good, so there is no need for a government. No demons, no psych wards, no jails, no presidents or dictators who make abusive laws. No hurting. True freedom. God wants you to have all of this: He made the universe for us. There are MANY inhabitable planets, and I've been to them. Jesus only came to Earth, so those planets are still in the dark ages. God wants you to be happy. He wants you to be comfortable - not comfortable in your sin, but comfortable in God's promise of eternal life and of His eternal love and grace.
What does grace mean, though? You might be asking. It means free, unearned favor of God, given to you. It means He forgives all sin, even blasphemy, because usually demons FORCE you to blaspheme. Also, you might not understand Who He is, and His goodness, and blaspheme to a being that doesn't exist. God is good: who would blaspheme about a God they know is Perfectly Good, who loves and cherishes and treasures them? No one. So God forgives. So don't worry: if you can't find God, He will find you, and you will meet Face-to face. Hell is real, but you can get out. NO ONE is permanently dammed, because God gives His Grace (unmerited love and favor) to everyone. Jesus died once for all - He defeated death on the cross - so God forgives, and no one dies. God is a good God. Why does hell exist, then? You might be asking. It exists because there are truly evil beings in the world, and being without Jesus corrupts people and makes them evil. Hell is for nonbelievers, and once you become a believer, God carries you to a house, hospital, group home, monastery, or back to your house on Earth.
So make an effort to seek God. He won't punish you for seeking Him. Just be you, and speak to Him. Close your eyes and put your hands together (however you want. Your fingers can be entwined, one hand can be a fist with a hand over it - refusing to accept power like Aragorn did in LOTR -, or just together like a clap.) and close your eyes and pray: "Dear Lord Jesus, Yahweh, and the Holy Spirit, please help me find you. Please help me love you and obey you. Please help me with my disbelief. Encourage me to keep seeking You. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen." Try it. It can't hurt. "Amen" means "God's Will be done, so be it", not "goodbye". Try to pray every day - in fact, try to be constantly in prayer. Sometimes you can just close your eyes and put your hands together and sit in the silence, listening. Your soul will pray, and God will hear you and answer. He knows what's on your heart and mind and soul before you even pray, but pray anyways. Love yourself.
Thats all for now. I might make another blog post called "Seeking God: part 2" later. Love,
Rebecca :) <3
In Deuteronomy, God writes, "But if from there you seek the Lord your God, you will find Him if you seek Him with all your heart and soul. When you are in distress and all those things have happened to you, then in later days you will return to the Lord your God and obey Him [loving obedience]" (Deuteronomy 4:29-30) In Jeremiah, God writes, "Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will hear you [heal you]. You will seek me, and find me when you seek me with all of your heart" (Jeremiah 29:12-13). God's glory is like a fire, a torch, blazing in the night sky. God's Love endures forever. What does it mean to seek God? It means to try to talk with Him every morning and every night. At night, lay outside on the grass or on your deck if you're too afraid, and gaze at the stars and just pour out your soul, knowing God will hear. Smoke ganja: it will help you love yourself, force you to be honest even if you're embarrassed, and make you want to talk with God. When you are searching, be gentle and kind to everyone you see. Don't even call yourself agnostic.
Allow your soul to absorb some belief - some Christian thoughts. Why don't you believe? Think about it for a while. Wonder and ponder. If you can't find God yourself, God will find you and cherish you: cherish means love, cherish means He will keep you, cherish means He will never give up on you. Yahweh wrote, "The Lord is good to those who wait for Him, to the soul that seeks Him" (Lamentations 3:25). Once, someone told me it's bad to be a seeker. That's a big fat lie. God wants us to seek Him, even after we've found Him. I want to know His face, I want to know more about Him. Fear Him a little bit, with wonder and awe, and remember: perfect love casts out all fear. Be gentle and kind like I said before, and cherish all your friends and family. Hold the ones you love close to your heart.
While you seek God, try to have faith in Jesus. Jesus will help you find His Father, Yahweh, and the Holy Spirit. You need all three of them, and all three of them are One. You don't have to understand - no one really does. We're all a little lost, but when we're lost, that's when God finds us.
Bible reading: read Mark chapter 16. Mark 16:17-18 says Jesus gives us power from His Father to silence demons and make them leave, to heal the sick, to speak in tongues (have secret languages, like elvish, archangel, and faerie). He promise that no poison can ever hurt us. God is good. He doesn't hate "seekers". If you don't know Jesus, seek Him.
In Job, God writes, "If you return to the Almighty you will be built up; if you remove injustice far from your tents, if you lay gold in the dust, and gold of Ophir among the stones of the torrent-bed, then the Almighty will be your gold and your precious silver. For then you will delight yourself in the Almighty and lift up your face to God" (Job 22:23-26). God wants us to repent and turn to Him. Repenting in Jesus's Name is part of searching for God. Wake up every morning and thank God for waking you up. Whenever you slip and have a bad thought (that's usually not yours), or hurt a neighbor, or curse someone, repent, and turn away from your mistakes. It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to hurt sometimes. When you are hurting, that's exactly when you will find God.
YOU ARE NOT WICKED. The wicked refuse to seek God, and they slander God. If you've got this far, it means some part of you is open to hearing the Word of God. Jesus is the Word of God. God is Love. He never fails. No demon can ever force God to be "evil". In fact, Jesus wants to get rid of all evil, so everyone is almost-perfectly good, so there is no need for a government. No demons, no psych wards, no jails, no presidents or dictators who make abusive laws. No hurting. True freedom. God wants you to have all of this: He made the universe for us. There are MANY inhabitable planets, and I've been to them. Jesus only came to Earth, so those planets are still in the dark ages. God wants you to be happy. He wants you to be comfortable - not comfortable in your sin, but comfortable in God's promise of eternal life and of His eternal love and grace.
What does grace mean, though? You might be asking. It means free, unearned favor of God, given to you. It means He forgives all sin, even blasphemy, because usually demons FORCE you to blaspheme. Also, you might not understand Who He is, and His goodness, and blaspheme to a being that doesn't exist. God is good: who would blaspheme about a God they know is Perfectly Good, who loves and cherishes and treasures them? No one. So God forgives. So don't worry: if you can't find God, He will find you, and you will meet Face-to face. Hell is real, but you can get out. NO ONE is permanently dammed, because God gives His Grace (unmerited love and favor) to everyone. Jesus died once for all - He defeated death on the cross - so God forgives, and no one dies. God is a good God. Why does hell exist, then? You might be asking. It exists because there are truly evil beings in the world, and being without Jesus corrupts people and makes them evil. Hell is for nonbelievers, and once you become a believer, God carries you to a house, hospital, group home, monastery, or back to your house on Earth.
So make an effort to seek God. He won't punish you for seeking Him. Just be you, and speak to Him. Close your eyes and put your hands together (however you want. Your fingers can be entwined, one hand can be a fist with a hand over it - refusing to accept power like Aragorn did in LOTR -, or just together like a clap.) and close your eyes and pray: "Dear Lord Jesus, Yahweh, and the Holy Spirit, please help me find you. Please help me love you and obey you. Please help me with my disbelief. Encourage me to keep seeking You. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen." Try it. It can't hurt. "Amen" means "God's Will be done, so be it", not "goodbye". Try to pray every day - in fact, try to be constantly in prayer. Sometimes you can just close your eyes and put your hands together and sit in the silence, listening. Your soul will pray, and God will hear you and answer. He knows what's on your heart and mind and soul before you even pray, but pray anyways. Love yourself.
Thats all for now. I might make another blog post called "Seeking God: part 2" later. Love,
Rebecca :) <3
Thursday, September 1, 2016
Bible Study 9.1.2016
""When I heard these things, I sat down and wept" (Nehemiah 1:4) When people become evil and refuse to listen to God and refuse to accept His sacrifice, it makes us sad. Tears come. Nehemiah writes, "Lord, let your ear be attentive to the prayer of your servant,who delight in revering Your Name. Give Your servant success today by granting him favor in the presence of this man" (Nehemiah 1:11). God gives His adopted children good gifts. In John, the prophet writes, "Give glory to God by telling the truth" (John 9:24b). In Chronicles, the prophet proclaims, "He is good. His Love endures forever." (2 Chronicles 7:3b) God is Good. His Goodness is everlasting and pure.
Later in 2 Chronicles, the prophet writes, "If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will forgive their sins and heal their land. Now My ears will be open and My Ears will be attentive to the prayers offered in this place" (2 Chronicles 7:14-15). God wants prayers offered - He doesn't want His people to offer and kill animals or people. In 2 Chronicles, it says, "My Eyes and My Heart will always be there." (2 Chronicles 7:16b) In Malachi, God writes, "But for you who revere My name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its rays" (Malachi 4:20). When we revere God - hold Him in high esteem -He will give us true love (agape), and we will love ourselves more.
God is the source of our uniqueness. Think about it: What's the point of doing it different? God wants us to live a life different from that of nonbelievers. He wants us to pray and meditate and believe every day. Studying the Holy Bible is Worship. Worship every day, not just on Sunday morning. Sunday is a day of rest, so devote that whole day to Worship. John says, "Why are you angry with me for healing a man's whole body on the Sabbath? Stop judging by mere appearances, but instead judge correctly" (John 7:23-24). Only God can judge correctly. God told me, "Do not judge." When we judge, we are judge the same way. God is a fair, loving God. He wants you to be happy, filled with His Spirit of Joy. He doesn't want us to feel like the things we do are empty and meaningless.
So, read the Holy Bible every day. Study it. Ask God what it means. Let it fill you with God's Loving Joy,
Love,
Rebecca :)
Later in 2 Chronicles, the prophet writes, "If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will forgive their sins and heal their land. Now My ears will be open and My Ears will be attentive to the prayers offered in this place" (2 Chronicles 7:14-15). God wants prayers offered - He doesn't want His people to offer and kill animals or people. In 2 Chronicles, it says, "My Eyes and My Heart will always be there." (2 Chronicles 7:16b) In Malachi, God writes, "But for you who revere My name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its rays" (Malachi 4:20). When we revere God - hold Him in high esteem -He will give us true love (agape), and we will love ourselves more.
God is the source of our uniqueness. Think about it: What's the point of doing it different? God wants us to live a life different from that of nonbelievers. He wants us to pray and meditate and believe every day. Studying the Holy Bible is Worship. Worship every day, not just on Sunday morning. Sunday is a day of rest, so devote that whole day to Worship. John says, "Why are you angry with me for healing a man's whole body on the Sabbath? Stop judging by mere appearances, but instead judge correctly" (John 7:23-24). Only God can judge correctly. God told me, "Do not judge." When we judge, we are judge the same way. God is a fair, loving God. He wants you to be happy, filled with His Spirit of Joy. He doesn't want us to feel like the things we do are empty and meaningless.
So, read the Holy Bible every day. Study it. Ask God what it means. Let it fill you with God's Loving Joy,
Love,
Rebecca :)
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
Fun vs. Joy
Fun is just having a good time doing something not necessarily
good...like, going on a rollercoaster...fun is exciting, joy is calming
and helps you find peace. joy is a peaceful happiness that comes when
you are being yourself doing thins that make you happy and then you
spread that happiness and help others so its not just "fun" its
"joy"....if you add love to fun...true agape unconditional love, its
"joy".
Some people think doing evil things are "fun". But delusion and separation from God causes that. Evil can never bring joy, and if someone thinks it is, it is false joy, not real joy. The Bible says, "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance" (James 1:2-3). Psalm 47 says, "Clap your hands, all you nations; shout to God with cries of joy." To have joy, you need true love. Fun is just playing around, and it's okay. Joy is so much more. Joy comes from God, and it is a gift from Above.
Believing in Jesus can bring great Joy. 1 Peter says, "Though you have not seen Him, you love Him; and even though you do not see Him now, you believe in Him and are filled with an inexpressable and glorious joy, for you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls." (1 Peter 1:8-9). Belief in Jesus brings joy. For gymnastics, I know that God helps me with it, so it brings me true joy.
In Proverbs, God writes, "The prospect of the righteous is joy, but the hopes of the wicked come to nothing"(Proverbs 10:28) Devils think "killing" and "raping" is "fun" but they are deluded, and nothing to us. Just shun evil Refuse to laugh at their jokes; refuse to have anything to do with them.
Earlier in Proverbs, it says, "Does not wisdom call out? Does not understanding raise her voice? At the highest point along the way, where the paths meet, she takes her stand; beside the gate leading into the city, at the entrance, she cries aloud: 'To you, O people, I call out; I raise my voice to all mankind. You who are simple, gain prudence; you who are foolish, set your hearts on it" (Proverbs 8:1-5). Wisdom produces joy. Later in Proverbs 8, it says that wisdom leads people to speak honestly. As a cherub, I know preaching and being honest and spreading Eternal Truth is joy.
2 John says, "I have much to write to you, but I do not want to use pen and ink. Instead, I hope to visit you and talk with you face to face, so that our joy may be complete" (2 John 12) It is a joy to lay outside and gaze up at the stars, talking to God. It is even more of a joy to Worship Him and to meet Him. He talks to us telepathically, in person, in signs, in songs, in movies, and in the Bible. One way to read the Bible is to close your eyes and pray, "Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Yahweh, and the Holy Spirit, please open my Bible with my hands to the part of it you want me to read. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen". Then open your Bible, and read it once, to get it in your head. Read it again, to try to understand it. Read it a third time, and ask God what He says it means. This is a spiritual workout. When you read the gospels, read about 4 paragraphs, then go back a couple paragraphs and read further, go back again, repeat, absorbing all of the Bible's Love and Joy and Truth. The Holy Bible is food - nourishment - for the soul. It brings us joy, and we all need it.
In Philemon, it says, "Your Love has given me great joy and encouragement, because you, brother, have refreshed the heart of the Lord's people" (Philemon 7). It is a joy to be loved by God. Just sit there filled with God's Love, and you will feel joy. When you do the Lord's Work...when you lead people to God, and serve Him, it produces joy, not fun. Fun is okay. Roller coasters, work outs (work outs can be both fun and joy), reading, etc. Fun is okay. It all turns into joy when you have Jesus. Just be - just being can bring great joy. Meditating, hanging with your breath, listening to all the sounds around you, meditating on the ground embracing your back like God's Love embracing you - all of this brings joy. And I wouldn't call meditation fun...it comes, but it is difficult sometimes. Try to do it. Sit or walk however you want, and change your focus. Focus on God, not on fun that gets in the way of other peoples' happiness (the fun that evil people embrace....I won't even say it, you can guess. Shun evil. Don't even talk about it...this "fun" isn't "fun" at all...it is just pure evil.)
Anyways, loving Jesus brings us great joy. Shout it to everyone, sing it to everyone. Shout, sing, dance, be filled with joy.
That's all for now.
Rebecca <3 :)
Some people think doing evil things are "fun". But delusion and separation from God causes that. Evil can never bring joy, and if someone thinks it is, it is false joy, not real joy. The Bible says, "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance" (James 1:2-3). Psalm 47 says, "Clap your hands, all you nations; shout to God with cries of joy." To have joy, you need true love. Fun is just playing around, and it's okay. Joy is so much more. Joy comes from God, and it is a gift from Above.
Believing in Jesus can bring great Joy. 1 Peter says, "Though you have not seen Him, you love Him; and even though you do not see Him now, you believe in Him and are filled with an inexpressable and glorious joy, for you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls." (1 Peter 1:8-9). Belief in Jesus brings joy. For gymnastics, I know that God helps me with it, so it brings me true joy.
In Proverbs, God writes, "The prospect of the righteous is joy, but the hopes of the wicked come to nothing"(Proverbs 10:28) Devils think "killing" and "raping" is "fun" but they are deluded, and nothing to us. Just shun evil Refuse to laugh at their jokes; refuse to have anything to do with them.
Earlier in Proverbs, it says, "Does not wisdom call out? Does not understanding raise her voice? At the highest point along the way, where the paths meet, she takes her stand; beside the gate leading into the city, at the entrance, she cries aloud: 'To you, O people, I call out; I raise my voice to all mankind. You who are simple, gain prudence; you who are foolish, set your hearts on it" (Proverbs 8:1-5). Wisdom produces joy. Later in Proverbs 8, it says that wisdom leads people to speak honestly. As a cherub, I know preaching and being honest and spreading Eternal Truth is joy.
2 John says, "I have much to write to you, but I do not want to use pen and ink. Instead, I hope to visit you and talk with you face to face, so that our joy may be complete" (2 John 12) It is a joy to lay outside and gaze up at the stars, talking to God. It is even more of a joy to Worship Him and to meet Him. He talks to us telepathically, in person, in signs, in songs, in movies, and in the Bible. One way to read the Bible is to close your eyes and pray, "Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Yahweh, and the Holy Spirit, please open my Bible with my hands to the part of it you want me to read. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen". Then open your Bible, and read it once, to get it in your head. Read it again, to try to understand it. Read it a third time, and ask God what He says it means. This is a spiritual workout. When you read the gospels, read about 4 paragraphs, then go back a couple paragraphs and read further, go back again, repeat, absorbing all of the Bible's Love and Joy and Truth. The Holy Bible is food - nourishment - for the soul. It brings us joy, and we all need it.
In Philemon, it says, "Your Love has given me great joy and encouragement, because you, brother, have refreshed the heart of the Lord's people" (Philemon 7). It is a joy to be loved by God. Just sit there filled with God's Love, and you will feel joy. When you do the Lord's Work...when you lead people to God, and serve Him, it produces joy, not fun. Fun is okay. Roller coasters, work outs (work outs can be both fun and joy), reading, etc. Fun is okay. It all turns into joy when you have Jesus. Just be - just being can bring great joy. Meditating, hanging with your breath, listening to all the sounds around you, meditating on the ground embracing your back like God's Love embracing you - all of this brings joy. And I wouldn't call meditation fun...it comes, but it is difficult sometimes. Try to do it. Sit or walk however you want, and change your focus. Focus on God, not on fun that gets in the way of other peoples' happiness (the fun that evil people embrace....I won't even say it, you can guess. Shun evil. Don't even talk about it...this "fun" isn't "fun" at all...it is just pure evil.)
Anyways, loving Jesus brings us great joy. Shout it to everyone, sing it to everyone. Shout, sing, dance, be filled with joy.
That's all for now.
Rebecca <3 :)
Sunday, August 28, 2016
Advanced gymnstics and ballet and strength and cardio work out (try it! do as much as you can and be easy on yourself. for the ones that requires a gym/gymnastics gym, make up creative exercises to replace them()
The warm-up: go on a run. Be creative. Add in knee ups, sashays
(sideways running, swinging your arms), tuck jumps, cartwheels, split
leaps, and switch leaps (start a half leap with one side, then switch in
the air to the other side). Also try pike jumps (legs together) and
straddle jumps...run, hurdle, and do the jump with power. run to a
grassy field , your back yard, a gym, or a basement. Do stretches:
side-splits, side-split rolls, front splits (stand in a straddle
position, go on your heals, and lower your legs to the ground as far as
you can go, pushing yourself a little bit, still being gentle so you
don’t pull a muscle). Sit down in a straddle position and lean forwards
with your back straight (level1:put your hands as far as they can go,
leaning down. level 2: put your elbows on the ground, back flat. level
3: put your head on the ground. level 4: put your torso touching the
ground and try to kiss the ground). Then stretch to each side with both
side. Next, put one arm to the opposite side, and hold the other arm
over your head on the other side - the side your arm isn’t on - and try
to touch your side to your leg and your hand on your foot. do this on
each side. Then stand up and do a standing straddle stretch, both sides.
Next, stand with your feet and legs together, raise your arms above
your head, then touch the floor. Then stretch your arms to prepare for
the work-out.
The work-out (You already did a big cardio work-out, so be easy on yourself):
1. put your feet on a gym box, couch,or park bench. Then do as many triangle pushups as you can. Then do advanced froggers (feet on a raised surface): jump your feet in, back to push up position, then back in again. Do as many as you can. Then, your legs still on a raised surface, do as many regular pushups as you can. Then, go back to the raised surface froggers. Do as many as you can.
2. find monkey bars. Swing your feet up and put them on the second bar while you are holding the first bar. pull your chin and torso are up close to the bars, your chin in between the bars. do 20 reps, 3 sets (or 10 -15 reps, 2 to 4 sets). If you don’t have monkey bars, do a handstand, leaning your legs against a wall, and do as many handstand push ups as you can. If you want, you can do both the monkey bars and the hand stand push ups.
3. Jump up to the monkey bars and hold them and try to swing back and forth 20 times. It’s harder than it sounds. If you don’t have monkey bars, park bars, or gymnastics bars, do regular push ups. If you have a single bar, do 10-20 pullovers and try to do kips and cast handstands. once you are in a handstand on the bar, jump down with power, probably into a foam pit. Then walk back and forth in the foam pit. This is hard, so it will strengthen your legs. If you don’t have the equipment, just walk around on your tippy-toes and do calf-raises. You can add walking on your toes on a beam or on the ground in addition to the bar and foam pit exercises, and do calf raises.
4. do 10 tuck jumps, straightening your feet in the air. do 3 sets.
5. do plie squat jumps (do a plie squat, then jump your legs together in the air, then back to plie position as you go down).
6. do 20 plies.
7. do as many back bends from standing up as you can. Try to kick over, kicking one leg up and pushing off with the opposite leg. Also try to stand up. If you can’t do either, just rock back and forth, putting all of your weight on your shoulders, then all of your weight on your feet. This is a drill. rock back and forth 20 times, 3 to 5 sets. The next drill is to lift both hands up, put them down, lift them again. Try to do 5 reps, 3 to 5 sets.
8. You’re still warm. do the side-splits on each side, and do split rolls on both sides.
9. do 30 V-ups , 3 to 5 sets.
10. walk around with your knees bent, your butt close to the ground, your hands and feet on the ground. This strengthens your triceps. put ankle and wrist weights on if you have them.
11. do cartwheel-roundoffs (do a cartwheel, then instantly go into a round-off. After the round-off, lift your arms in the air and jump on your toes (this prepairs you for back-handsprings)).
12. If you have a thick mat, try a back handspring-back-layout-back-layout (all in a row). To do a back handspring, put your legs close together, squat, throw your hands up in the air as you jump in a back bend, catching yourself on your hands in a handstand, then jump onto your feet. To do a back layout, jump into a back bend, swinging your arms both to the side, and whip yourself over your head onto your feet. If you have a very thick mat with a mat underneath it, it’s safe to try this. Don’t try it on the grass.
13. Run and do a front handspring (if you can’t, do a front limber). If you’re scared, try it on a mat.
14. pick 3 kinds of ab exercises, and do them. Be creative. Gymnastics, ballet, and body-weight exercises are an art.
15. do bicep curls and shoulder presses. as many reps and sets as you can. Then do triceps exercises (hold a heavy weight in one hand above your head, then lower it behind your head. do it on both arms). Then, bend your knees, hold on to a table, bench, or chair, and slowly swing your arm behind you and up vertical to the ground, with a medium weight in your hand.
16. do spins. one with your knee by your other knee, one with your leg straight (if you can only do half to 3/4 its okay, its hard; then bend your leg behind you and bend your back and spin all the way around. do figure skating moves on the ground, like single toe-loops, bunny hops, and one-legged squats.
The cool-down: run around slowly, sashay, knee-ups, split leaps. Get a little warmer. Then do all of your stretches again. Then walk around until your heart rate goes down. Then lay down and meditate. Drink water and nourish your body with vegan protein.
The work-out (You already did a big cardio work-out, so be easy on yourself):
1. put your feet on a gym box, couch,or park bench. Then do as many triangle pushups as you can. Then do advanced froggers (feet on a raised surface): jump your feet in, back to push up position, then back in again. Do as many as you can. Then, your legs still on a raised surface, do as many regular pushups as you can. Then, go back to the raised surface froggers. Do as many as you can.
2. find monkey bars. Swing your feet up and put them on the second bar while you are holding the first bar. pull your chin and torso are up close to the bars, your chin in between the bars. do 20 reps, 3 sets (or 10 -15 reps, 2 to 4 sets). If you don’t have monkey bars, do a handstand, leaning your legs against a wall, and do as many handstand push ups as you can. If you want, you can do both the monkey bars and the hand stand push ups.
3. Jump up to the monkey bars and hold them and try to swing back and forth 20 times. It’s harder than it sounds. If you don’t have monkey bars, park bars, or gymnastics bars, do regular push ups. If you have a single bar, do 10-20 pullovers and try to do kips and cast handstands. once you are in a handstand on the bar, jump down with power, probably into a foam pit. Then walk back and forth in the foam pit. This is hard, so it will strengthen your legs. If you don’t have the equipment, just walk around on your tippy-toes and do calf-raises. You can add walking on your toes on a beam or on the ground in addition to the bar and foam pit exercises, and do calf raises.
4. do 10 tuck jumps, straightening your feet in the air. do 3 sets.
5. do plie squat jumps (do a plie squat, then jump your legs together in the air, then back to plie position as you go down).
6. do 20 plies.
7. do as many back bends from standing up as you can. Try to kick over, kicking one leg up and pushing off with the opposite leg. Also try to stand up. If you can’t do either, just rock back and forth, putting all of your weight on your shoulders, then all of your weight on your feet. This is a drill. rock back and forth 20 times, 3 to 5 sets. The next drill is to lift both hands up, put them down, lift them again. Try to do 5 reps, 3 to 5 sets.
8. You’re still warm. do the side-splits on each side, and do split rolls on both sides.
9. do 30 V-ups , 3 to 5 sets.
10. walk around with your knees bent, your butt close to the ground, your hands and feet on the ground. This strengthens your triceps. put ankle and wrist weights on if you have them.
11. do cartwheel-roundoffs (do a cartwheel, then instantly go into a round-off. After the round-off, lift your arms in the air and jump on your toes (this prepairs you for back-handsprings)).
12. If you have a thick mat, try a back handspring-back-layout-back-layout (all in a row). To do a back handspring, put your legs close together, squat, throw your hands up in the air as you jump in a back bend, catching yourself on your hands in a handstand, then jump onto your feet. To do a back layout, jump into a back bend, swinging your arms both to the side, and whip yourself over your head onto your feet. If you have a very thick mat with a mat underneath it, it’s safe to try this. Don’t try it on the grass.
13. Run and do a front handspring (if you can’t, do a front limber). If you’re scared, try it on a mat.
14. pick 3 kinds of ab exercises, and do them. Be creative. Gymnastics, ballet, and body-weight exercises are an art.
15. do bicep curls and shoulder presses. as many reps and sets as you can. Then do triceps exercises (hold a heavy weight in one hand above your head, then lower it behind your head. do it on both arms). Then, bend your knees, hold on to a table, bench, or chair, and slowly swing your arm behind you and up vertical to the ground, with a medium weight in your hand.
16. do spins. one with your knee by your other knee, one with your leg straight (if you can only do half to 3/4 its okay, its hard; then bend your leg behind you and bend your back and spin all the way around. do figure skating moves on the ground, like single toe-loops, bunny hops, and one-legged squats.
The cool-down: run around slowly, sashay, knee-ups, split leaps. Get a little warmer. Then do all of your stretches again. Then walk around until your heart rate goes down. Then lay down and meditate. Drink water and nourish your body with vegan protein.
Friday, August 26, 2016
Elvish Heartbreak
I am filled with God's love, and my love for my soulmate. I thought my soulmate wasn't in love with me, so I felt elvish heartbreak. The symptoms are muscle pains and weakness, coldness, weakness, chest pains, agonizing body pains and dull aches, and headaches. It comes and goes. When it's gone, I wonder if I'm still in love with my soulmate. I feel numb and empty. Then I listen to Hillary Scott's song "Thy Will be done" and I am filled with sadness instead of emptiness, and that sadness turns into joy and love for my soulmate. God fills me with love. Then I feel numb again. Then I feel my soulmate's alcohol withdrawal. I text him and call him and he never responds. I'm frustrated. Sad. Empty. Feeling hopeless. I don't know what to do. I feel sad and weary. It will happen to force me and my soulmate to be together, until he stops being invisible. I met him many times. He's my twin. We met in the womb. We were conjoined by the head in the womb, so we share brain tissue, and we consider ourselves identical-identical twin soulmates. I know he loves me (I saw him leap, and yesterday he was pushing me on the swing. We felt like we were kids again. We are.).
We share joy and pain. Love remains. i know God will fix my relationship with Stephen. I trust His wisdom above my own. I am writing about my feelings instead of cutting myself. I am trying not to be addicted to it.
Love,
Rebecca <3 :)
We share joy and pain. Love remains. i know God will fix my relationship with Stephen. I trust His wisdom above my own. I am writing about my feelings instead of cutting myself. I am trying not to be addicted to it.
Love,
Rebecca <3 :)
autism and self-harm (self-love)
Sometimes, it's hard to feel. It doesn't mean you're a sociopath. It's a symptom of autism. It makes it hard to talk to people.. Its more than shyness, just like depression is more than sadness. It makes you freak out when things feel wrong. I bang my head and kick my legs and scream. I scream the pain out.
I've cut myself for a trillion years. I've taken 100 year breaks. I do it because I can't cry. I can't feel, so i feel pain, and it helps me love myself. I don't do it to hurt myself. Sometimes, I just love the sensation of pain on my arm. It doesn't mean crazy. It's just a part of who I am. Now that I know who I am (I forgot myself for around 30 years when I was stolen from my father), God heals my cuts really quickly and that helps me believe. I clean them and take care of them.
Some people carve "hate" or "fat" or "gross" on their body. I cut a butterfly on my upper arm, and "I am strong" on my leg. Sometimes I feel like the pain makes me stronger. I cut "cherish" on my leg as a reminder to cherish myself and God and all my friends and the universe God made for all of His children.
It's addictive, though. I try to do it only two or three times a week, but I already did it three days in a row. i've been sad and lonely and I need it. I know I will re-learn how to control myself. I don't know what is worse: banging my head and screaming and getting a concussion, or cutting myself just to see blood on my arm, reminding myself I'm not underground dreaming. I don't want to wake up outside or underground kicking or screaming.
That's all for now. I'm going to try to study the Bible later and then I'll post again.
Love,
Rebecca <3:)
I've cut myself for a trillion years. I've taken 100 year breaks. I do it because I can't cry. I can't feel, so i feel pain, and it helps me love myself. I don't do it to hurt myself. Sometimes, I just love the sensation of pain on my arm. It doesn't mean crazy. It's just a part of who I am. Now that I know who I am (I forgot myself for around 30 years when I was stolen from my father), God heals my cuts really quickly and that helps me believe. I clean them and take care of them.
Some people carve "hate" or "fat" or "gross" on their body. I cut a butterfly on my upper arm, and "I am strong" on my leg. Sometimes I feel like the pain makes me stronger. I cut "cherish" on my leg as a reminder to cherish myself and God and all my friends and the universe God made for all of His children.
It's addictive, though. I try to do it only two or three times a week, but I already did it three days in a row. i've been sad and lonely and I need it. I know I will re-learn how to control myself. I don't know what is worse: banging my head and screaming and getting a concussion, or cutting myself just to see blood on my arm, reminding myself I'm not underground dreaming. I don't want to wake up outside or underground kicking or screaming.
That's all for now. I'm going to try to study the Bible later and then I'll post again.
Love,
Rebecca <3:)
Wednesday, August 24, 2016
Work out time
The warm up: run around. do sashays, swinging your arms. do knee ups
running around. run around with super-speed. do straddle jumps and pike
jumps. Try back walkovers and back limbers. Go into a back-bend from
standing and rock back and forth. Try to stand up. do more straddle
jumps and pike jumps. Walk around on your toes and swing one leg
forwards, then backwards. do the reverse: swing the leg backwards, then
forwards. repeat with the other foot. do as many sets as you can, with
as many reps as you can. Then do back bend jumps trying to get your feet
to your head, leaning your head back. Then run around again. Then
stretch.
The workout: put your feet on a box, couch, or bench. do as many triangle push-ups as you can. rest for 30 seconds, and repeat. do 3-5 sets. repeat with regular push ups. Next, stand on your toes and jump 30 times. Then stand on your right leg, your left leg bent at a 90 degree angle off the ground. jump as many times you can. Then switch legs. Ask God to make you do back flips, back handsprings, back layouts, front layouts, front aerials - if you have a thick mat, try it yourself. watch tutorials on youtube. Next, do as many clap push ups from the ground. Then, put your legs on a couch, box, or bench, and do clap push ups. Next, go in a push up position, and jump your feet together, then jump them wide. do a push up, then jump your feet together again, and jump them wide. repeat. then do wide arm pushups (both on the ground and with your feet on a raised surface). Then do one legged pushups (both on the ground and with your feet on a raised surface.) Next, go into a push up position, and walk your hands out as far as they can go, and hold the position. walk them back in, and walk them back out. repeat. do 10 reps, 3-5 sets. Then to 30 V-ups. Then do spider-crawls.
The cool-down: jump rope. If you don’t have a jump rope, just jump on your toes. walk with super-speed. do knee ups and leg kick backs. run a little. stretch again. Then walk around to cool down (lower your heart-rate)...do this until you catch your breath and cool down (heart rate returns to normal...around 65. During cardio your heart rate should be in-between 70 and 75. Rest for five hours and then go on a run and do lateral shoulder raises as slowly as you can. be creative and get a second workout in. stretch and then cool down.
NOURISH YOUR BODY. Nutrition and clean water. Meditate and worspip...read your Bible. You need a spiritual workout too.
Love,
Rebecca :)
The workout: put your feet on a box, couch, or bench. do as many triangle push-ups as you can. rest for 30 seconds, and repeat. do 3-5 sets. repeat with regular push ups. Next, stand on your toes and jump 30 times. Then stand on your right leg, your left leg bent at a 90 degree angle off the ground. jump as many times you can. Then switch legs. Ask God to make you do back flips, back handsprings, back layouts, front layouts, front aerials - if you have a thick mat, try it yourself. watch tutorials on youtube. Next, do as many clap push ups from the ground. Then, put your legs on a couch, box, or bench, and do clap push ups. Next, go in a push up position, and jump your feet together, then jump them wide. do a push up, then jump your feet together again, and jump them wide. repeat. then do wide arm pushups (both on the ground and with your feet on a raised surface). Then do one legged pushups (both on the ground and with your feet on a raised surface.) Next, go into a push up position, and walk your hands out as far as they can go, and hold the position. walk them back in, and walk them back out. repeat. do 10 reps, 3-5 sets. Then to 30 V-ups. Then do spider-crawls.
The cool-down: jump rope. If you don’t have a jump rope, just jump on your toes. walk with super-speed. do knee ups and leg kick backs. run a little. stretch again. Then walk around to cool down (lower your heart-rate)...do this until you catch your breath and cool down (heart rate returns to normal...around 65. During cardio your heart rate should be in-between 70 and 75. Rest for five hours and then go on a run and do lateral shoulder raises as slowly as you can. be creative and get a second workout in. stretch and then cool down.
NOURISH YOUR BODY. Nutrition and clean water. Meditate and worspip...read your Bible. You need a spiritual workout too.
Love,
Rebecca :)
Tuesday, August 23, 2016
An advanced workout:cardio and strength training
Warm-up: run around in a square 20 times. Then do knee ups in a
square 20 times. Then jump rope as log as you can. (if you don’t have
one, get on your toes and jump) After wards, go in a pushup position,
and kick your feet in and out, like when you do jumping jacks. Then jump
rope again. Then run around in a square for thirty times. Do knee ups
in a square 30 times. then sashy in a square, swinging your arms, 20
times. Then stretch: do side-splits. To prepare, go on your knee on the
ground and go into a lunge. try to put your elbows on the ground by your
leg. Then pull the leg back, sit on your knee, and straighten your leg.
Then go into your splits, and do a split roll. Then repeat on the other
side. Then go on your heals and do front splits,sliding down as far as
you can. Put your elbows on the ground and lean forwards. Then slowly
lower your body and sit in a straddle position. Lean forwards with your
back straight and try to kiss the groiund. Then stretch to each side, in
two different ways: 1. reach both hands towards one leg, lean your
torso on your leg. then do it on the other side.. 2. put one arm towards
the opposite leg by the leg, and put your arms over your head and try
to touch your toes. Then repeat on the other side. Then do a pike
stretch, trying to touch your toes and touch your body to your legs.
Then stand up and do stnding straddle stretches and standing pike
stretches.
The workout: (strength training part. It was an advanced, long warm up.)
1. get in push up position and kick your legs in and back, like in jumping jacks. do 30. repeat, and do a push up in between each pne this time. Kick your feet in and out, in, and do a pushup, repeat. do 2 sets of both.
2. If you don’t have weights, use books as weights and ask God to make them heavier. Do bicep curls with your palms up, 30 times. Then do a different kind of biceps curl with your hands sideways, 30 times. do two sets of each.
3. put your feet on a couch, raised mat, or gym box. do 30 pushups. Then do the same thing, and do as many triangle push ups as you can.
4. do box jumps, if you have a box at a gym. jump high, onto the box with your knees a little bent, and jump off. do as many as you can, then rest for thirty seconds, and repeat. do 3 sets.
5. put your legs on a box, and put your body on the ground. lift your butt and back. To make it more advanced, hold weights, and do chest presses while you are doing the exercises. repeat, and hold weights and swing your arms back while you do the exercise. I did something different once, I just can’t remember what it was. Make things up and be creative: let sports and exercise be an art.
6. do as many V-ups as you can. do 3 sets, and rest in between.
7. do one legged pushups, with one leg bent and up in the air vertical to the ground to train your butt while you’re training your arms. repeat on the other side. rest, and do 3 sets.
8. sit in a straddle stretch and put your hands in the middle. lift one leg ten times, then hold it in the air for 30 seconds. Then pulse it 20 times. lower it, and repeat on the other side. Then, try to do it with both legs at the same time. do2 sets of each.
9. do regulat squats, doing bicep curls at the same time.
10. do jumping switching lunges. do a lunge, jump up, switch to the other side into a lunge. do 10 to 20 reps, 2 to 4 sets.
11. roll into a candle stick (head and neck on the ground, body up vertical to the ground), and roll your legs behind your hed touching the floor, and back. do 20 reps, 2 sets
12. cardio time! Repeat the warm up, or go on a run. do knee ups and super-speed running during the run. go on your legs legs bent, butt close to the ground, and jump around, without your hands on the ground. do fast bear jump/crawls. Go on your hands and legs, and jump your feet to your legs as fast as you can. do as many as you can. do spider crawls. try to go backwards too. run more. do some gymnastics if you can, and dance around.
13. Find a place to stretch. repeat the warm up stretches. Walk around fast, then slowly slow down. Then just lay on your back, palms up in an angle by your body, and meditate. Focus on how the ground feels like on your back, supporting you and loving you. listen to all the sounds you can hear, and your breath if it doesn’t scare you. Then take deep breaths, in through your nose, out through your mouth. Then stop controlling your breath, and say, “Breath of God, breathe on me.” Focus on your surroundings and rest.
If you can’t do this, it definitely DOES NOT mean you’re “not skinny enough”. Nourish your body after the workout. Drink lots of water, and eat two vegan protein bars. Be active even when you’re not training/doing a work out. This work out is intended to help you gain muscle and burn fat. Eat enough calories to gain muscle, and don’t burn too much fat. Cardio isn’t just for losing weight: it’s also really good for the heart (it trains the heart). I think it trains your breath too. Eat some goji berries, acai berry juice, honey crisp apples, blueberries, a banana (I hate bananas, but you might like them). Strawberries: they have ellagin, which destroys cancer cells. grapes, they have reservatol, which is good for the heart. Study nutrition and eat organic, healthy food. drink a lot of water and decaf coffee and tea. both are good for the heart (caffeine is bad for the heart, it makes the heart race and could give you an arrithmia.). earth decaf has caffeine and chemicals, but 90% of the coffee in heaven is true decaff. Pray God takes the caffeine out, and makes your food organic as you chew it.
It’s okay to workout every day; it’s okay to have rest days. Listen to your body.
The workout: (strength training part. It was an advanced, long warm up.)
1. get in push up position and kick your legs in and back, like in jumping jacks. do 30. repeat, and do a push up in between each pne this time. Kick your feet in and out, in, and do a pushup, repeat. do 2 sets of both.
2. If you don’t have weights, use books as weights and ask God to make them heavier. Do bicep curls with your palms up, 30 times. Then do a different kind of biceps curl with your hands sideways, 30 times. do two sets of each.
3. put your feet on a couch, raised mat, or gym box. do 30 pushups. Then do the same thing, and do as many triangle push ups as you can.
4. do box jumps, if you have a box at a gym. jump high, onto the box with your knees a little bent, and jump off. do as many as you can, then rest for thirty seconds, and repeat. do 3 sets.
5. put your legs on a box, and put your body on the ground. lift your butt and back. To make it more advanced, hold weights, and do chest presses while you are doing the exercises. repeat, and hold weights and swing your arms back while you do the exercise. I did something different once, I just can’t remember what it was. Make things up and be creative: let sports and exercise be an art.
6. do as many V-ups as you can. do 3 sets, and rest in between.
7. do one legged pushups, with one leg bent and up in the air vertical to the ground to train your butt while you’re training your arms. repeat on the other side. rest, and do 3 sets.
8. sit in a straddle stretch and put your hands in the middle. lift one leg ten times, then hold it in the air for 30 seconds. Then pulse it 20 times. lower it, and repeat on the other side. Then, try to do it with both legs at the same time. do2 sets of each.
9. do regulat squats, doing bicep curls at the same time.
10. do jumping switching lunges. do a lunge, jump up, switch to the other side into a lunge. do 10 to 20 reps, 2 to 4 sets.
11. roll into a candle stick (head and neck on the ground, body up vertical to the ground), and roll your legs behind your hed touching the floor, and back. do 20 reps, 2 sets
12. cardio time! Repeat the warm up, or go on a run. do knee ups and super-speed running during the run. go on your legs legs bent, butt close to the ground, and jump around, without your hands on the ground. do fast bear jump/crawls. Go on your hands and legs, and jump your feet to your legs as fast as you can. do as many as you can. do spider crawls. try to go backwards too. run more. do some gymnastics if you can, and dance around.
13. Find a place to stretch. repeat the warm up stretches. Walk around fast, then slowly slow down. Then just lay on your back, palms up in an angle by your body, and meditate. Focus on how the ground feels like on your back, supporting you and loving you. listen to all the sounds you can hear, and your breath if it doesn’t scare you. Then take deep breaths, in through your nose, out through your mouth. Then stop controlling your breath, and say, “Breath of God, breathe on me.” Focus on your surroundings and rest.
If you can’t do this, it definitely DOES NOT mean you’re “not skinny enough”. Nourish your body after the workout. Drink lots of water, and eat two vegan protein bars. Be active even when you’re not training/doing a work out. This work out is intended to help you gain muscle and burn fat. Eat enough calories to gain muscle, and don’t burn too much fat. Cardio isn’t just for losing weight: it’s also really good for the heart (it trains the heart). I think it trains your breath too. Eat some goji berries, acai berry juice, honey crisp apples, blueberries, a banana (I hate bananas, but you might like them). Strawberries: they have ellagin, which destroys cancer cells. grapes, they have reservatol, which is good for the heart. Study nutrition and eat organic, healthy food. drink a lot of water and decaf coffee and tea. both are good for the heart (caffeine is bad for the heart, it makes the heart race and could give you an arrithmia.). earth decaf has caffeine and chemicals, but 90% of the coffee in heaven is true decaff. Pray God takes the caffeine out, and makes your food organic as you chew it.
It’s okay to workout every day; it’s okay to have rest days. Listen to your body.
True healing
God still heals today. Before the second coming, He heals people from afar when people constantly pray. Today, it's the second coming. He healed even before Jesus came to Earth as a baby. Jeremiah writes, "Heal me, Lord, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for You are the One I praise." (Jeremiah 17:14). The King James Bible writes, "Behold, I will bring it health and cure, and I will cure them, and will reveal unto them the abundance of peace and truth" (Jeremiah 33:6) The NIV Bible says, "Nevertheless, I will bring health and healing to it; I will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security" (Jeremiah 33:6) (This verse comes from a Heaven Bible).
in John 4, Jesus healed a sick son. We are all adopted sons and daughters of God. The son of a royal official's fever left him. Jesus writes, "Then Jesus said to him, 'Get up! Pick up your mat and walk.' At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked." (John 5:8-9). If you are depressed and numb, and find worship hard, and find belief hard to come, GET UP. Pray, "Lord Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me. Please help me with my disbelief." Get up and walk. This is a metaphor for spiritual health too. Listen to Christian music, pray, read the Bible, read devotionals, and write in your journal. Ask God to speak with you, and write down what He says. Take up your mat and walk.
God writes, "..for Jesus had slipped away into the crowd that was there" (John 5: 13b) Do your good works in secret: volunteer, save lives (stop a car from hitting someone, for example), pray secretly, donate clothes, preach to people....don't take credit. Be a superhero. Heal, with God's power in your hands. Call it healing touch, not reiki. Reiki is hindu. Jesus healed on the Sabbbath: God's resting day. Jesus is God: to Him, healing people is true rest. On the Sabbath (Sunday), God works, filled with joy, and we rest, worshiping, mediating, watching Christian TV, etc.
What does it mean to rest? It means to feel true healing and restoration. Ask God to renew your mind and heal you. God writes in James, "And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick well; the Lord will raise them up. If they have sinned, they will be forgiven." (James 5:15). God defeated death on the cross. "Raised up" means getting up, loving yourself, and being healed. There is no such thing as an unforgivable sin. God never gives up on the people He made. God is an artist: He heals the evil, and gives them goodness repeatedly until they finally accept God's gift of Love.
That's all for now,
Rebecca <3 :)
in John 4, Jesus healed a sick son. We are all adopted sons and daughters of God. The son of a royal official's fever left him. Jesus writes, "Then Jesus said to him, 'Get up! Pick up your mat and walk.' At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked." (John 5:8-9). If you are depressed and numb, and find worship hard, and find belief hard to come, GET UP. Pray, "Lord Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me. Please help me with my disbelief." Get up and walk. This is a metaphor for spiritual health too. Listen to Christian music, pray, read the Bible, read devotionals, and write in your journal. Ask God to speak with you, and write down what He says. Take up your mat and walk.
God writes, "..for Jesus had slipped away into the crowd that was there" (John 5: 13b) Do your good works in secret: volunteer, save lives (stop a car from hitting someone, for example), pray secretly, donate clothes, preach to people....don't take credit. Be a superhero. Heal, with God's power in your hands. Call it healing touch, not reiki. Reiki is hindu. Jesus healed on the Sabbbath: God's resting day. Jesus is God: to Him, healing people is true rest. On the Sabbath (Sunday), God works, filled with joy, and we rest, worshiping, mediating, watching Christian TV, etc.
What does it mean to rest? It means to feel true healing and restoration. Ask God to renew your mind and heal you. God writes in James, "And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick well; the Lord will raise them up. If they have sinned, they will be forgiven." (James 5:15). God defeated death on the cross. "Raised up" means getting up, loving yourself, and being healed. There is no such thing as an unforgivable sin. God never gives up on the people He made. God is an artist: He heals the evil, and gives them goodness repeatedly until they finally accept God's gift of Love.
That's all for now,
Rebecca <3 :)
How to worship on your own, at home
How to worship on your own, at home, if for some reason you can’t go to church:
1. warm up by listening to your favorite song. Dance around. Thank God for waking you up and for giving you joy.
2. Get a dress on, if you’re female. Other people are worshiping Sunday morning, so it will be easier.
3. Take your Bible and your favorite journal.
4. Listen to christian songs and sing along: both out-loud and telepathically. YOU CAN EFFECT CHURCH from afar.
5. Ask God what part of the Bible He wants you to read. One way to do this is, close your eyes, put your hands together, and let your soul pray. Be quiet and listen. Then pray, “:Dear Lord Jesus, Yahweh, and the Holy Spirit, please possess my hands when I open the Bible, in Jesus name I pray, Amen.” Amen means something like, “God’s will be done, so be it.” Then open your Bible and read. Write some of it down in your journal (this will help you memorize it). Try to interpret it. Read one chapter of the New Testament, and one chapter of the Old Testament. Read more if you feel up to it. Write a devotional blog if you want (basically a written sermon).
6. Listen to christian songs again, singing along, both out-loud and telepathically. Meditate on the music. Sway, and be filled with Jesus’s Love. Ask Jesus to come into your heart.
7. Find a sermon to listen to online. Listen and take notes. If it isn’t speaking to you, try a different one. Try to listen for at least 10 minutes.
8. Make communion. Take out bread and grape juice. Kneel down, and pray: “Dear Lord Jesus, please turn this grape juice into your blood (communion, not real blood), and please turn this bread into your body (again, communion, not cannabilism). Then break the bread, rip a peace off, and dip it into the grape juice and eat it, and pray, “Thank you Jesus.” Kneel down and pray for your heart’s desires, for the world, for other people, ask God to heal all diseases, pray everyone that exists become perfectly good so Jesus can be the only government.
9. look up choir music. Listen to it.
10. meditate. sitting, laying down, however you want to. Focus on how the ground feels, supporting you. Focus on all the sounds you hear. Try to listen to your breath without controlling it. Then take deep breaths, in through your nose and out through your mouth. Stop controlling your breath, and pray: “Breath of God, breathe on me.” Be filled with the Holy Spirit. Pray while you meditate.
Try to find a safe church. Fellowship with God is good, but you need fellowship with other believers too. We build each other up. Worship with your family, or start a house-church or a home Bible study. Try to do this spiritual workout (worship) every day. You'll grow stronger spiritually and you'll grow in love. Don’t just be christian on Sundays: pray every day, worship every day. Using a devotional can help. When a devotional quotes scripture, look it up and read it in context and write it down. Write down what’s on your mind.
Thanks for reading,
Rebecca <3 :)
1. warm up by listening to your favorite song. Dance around. Thank God for waking you up and for giving you joy.
2. Get a dress on, if you’re female. Other people are worshiping Sunday morning, so it will be easier.
3. Take your Bible and your favorite journal.
4. Listen to christian songs and sing along: both out-loud and telepathically. YOU CAN EFFECT CHURCH from afar.
5. Ask God what part of the Bible He wants you to read. One way to do this is, close your eyes, put your hands together, and let your soul pray. Be quiet and listen. Then pray, “:Dear Lord Jesus, Yahweh, and the Holy Spirit, please possess my hands when I open the Bible, in Jesus name I pray, Amen.” Amen means something like, “God’s will be done, so be it.” Then open your Bible and read. Write some of it down in your journal (this will help you memorize it). Try to interpret it. Read one chapter of the New Testament, and one chapter of the Old Testament. Read more if you feel up to it. Write a devotional blog if you want (basically a written sermon).
6. Listen to christian songs again, singing along, both out-loud and telepathically. Meditate on the music. Sway, and be filled with Jesus’s Love. Ask Jesus to come into your heart.
7. Find a sermon to listen to online. Listen and take notes. If it isn’t speaking to you, try a different one. Try to listen for at least 10 minutes.
8. Make communion. Take out bread and grape juice. Kneel down, and pray: “Dear Lord Jesus, please turn this grape juice into your blood (communion, not real blood), and please turn this bread into your body (again, communion, not cannabilism). Then break the bread, rip a peace off, and dip it into the grape juice and eat it, and pray, “Thank you Jesus.” Kneel down and pray for your heart’s desires, for the world, for other people, ask God to heal all diseases, pray everyone that exists become perfectly good so Jesus can be the only government.
9. look up choir music. Listen to it.
10. meditate. sitting, laying down, however you want to. Focus on how the ground feels, supporting you. Focus on all the sounds you hear. Try to listen to your breath without controlling it. Then take deep breaths, in through your nose and out through your mouth. Stop controlling your breath, and pray: “Breath of God, breathe on me.” Be filled with the Holy Spirit. Pray while you meditate.
Try to find a safe church. Fellowship with God is good, but you need fellowship with other believers too. We build each other up. Worship with your family, or start a house-church or a home Bible study. Try to do this spiritual workout (worship) every day. You'll grow stronger spiritually and you'll grow in love. Don’t just be christian on Sundays: pray every day, worship every day. Using a devotional can help. When a devotional quotes scripture, look it up and read it in context and write it down. Write down what’s on your mind.
Thanks for reading,
Rebecca <3 :)
Sunday, August 21, 2016
Gifts, not diseases
Autism
is a gift from God. All people who are autistic are autistic - get rid of the
“functioning” label…low functioning, medium function, high functioning. So
what. Medium and high functioning people who have autism are still autistic.
It’s a unique part of who I am. I am not sick, I am not crazy; I’m just
autistic. Different, made from a different world - heaven. I was born here, in
heaven.
It
means I am shy and it’s hard to talk to people, and I feel awkward and I
apologize for being myself. It means sometimes, usually blacking out, I scream
and hit my head and my legs. I rock back and forth. I sit outside on a swing in
the evening rocking back and forth. Then I swing as high as I can, and I jump
off. I’m quiet and peaceful. I shun evil - autism stops me from talking to
people who won’t accept me anyways.
I
feel weird, and freaky, and unique.I was made this way. It means squishy
thingies calm me down. Sometimes I just need a hug, and no one’s there because
I have walls built around me. I let my true family in. I try.
It
means, when I love, it’s real, because it’s harder for me. It means I’m smart,
good at multi-variable calculus even though I was never taught it - and trigonometry
- I love trigonometry and I want to learn it. It means I can be fluent in many
languages, someday. It means I’m me. it means mad-pride. I am overwhelmed with
God’s love for me. i know I will never die. It doesn’t matter if I hit my head
or cut myself occasionally. I’m not mute. Maybe I started out that way; I don’t
know…I’m a trillion something years old. I’m a cherub.
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